A Shawn and Daniel Christmas

WOW, I can't believe that another year has come and gone! It doesn't seem like the year has been a great one but guess what I'M STILL HERE! Just making mention to God and Giving him Thanks just for being God!

On the 16th of December, Shawn and I had a Party!!! It was our gift to all of our friends for Christmas! Why not feed them well, provide them with a place to converse and enjoy everyone's company, and see all the reactions when they see how much food I prepared solely by myself! Oh yea it was such a fun day! Lets dive right into it...

Appetizers

Open Faced Club Sandwiches- Dressing, Cole-slaw, with a choice of salami, ham, or turkey with Swiss cheese. Each topped with tomato.
Vegetable Platter- Celery, Carrots, and Broccoli
Fruit Platter- Kiwi, Grapes, Apples, Pineapples, and Strawberries

Entree's

Meats included Buffalo Chicken, Fried Chicken, and Asian BBQ Ham

Vegetables included Mixed Vegetables, Collard Greens, and String Beans

Starches included Mac&Cheese, Baked Ziti, and White Rice

Desserts

Sweet Potato Pie, Decorated Butter Cream Cake, Strawberry Shortcake, and Banana Pudding


I do believe that I out did myself, and I did all the cooking on the day of the party! I did want to finish earlier but what can I say, STUFF HAPPENS!!! There was Music Playing, topic discussion, and some were dancing at moments of the evening/night/morning! Yea that's right, the party didn't end until Sunday morning at around 5:30am!

Celebrity appearances included of course the hosts, The Dreamer ShawnQt, The ever wondering boy Fuzzy, Always progressing LegendofO, from his distorted world Jay, The very dapper Dapper D, Aspiring Ty, The Queer Kid of Color, and a host of friends and friends of friends!

Parties can get out of control, and as Some of you already know, this party went a lil south but everyone still enjoyed themselves! There was some raunchiness and it got unusual but it was still tasteful! Let me show you what I mean...

I'm just glad that everyone had a great time and I can't wait until the next party gets here! What kind of party will it be? What will I cook? Stay tuned, and next time can we not delete the evites? Gee Jolly Wilkers!!!

Questions Answered

I apologize for taking longer than expected with posting the answers. Internet problems... ANYHOO, I'm going to be answering and commenting in order to the comments left in the previous post. Here are the answers to the few questions that were asked:

1. Why can't you say the word death? I can say the word death, but there are times where I don't wish to say it. It is so very physically final and it does scare me.

2. As a proper religious boy, why can't you simply see it as another stage of your life? To be know and to believe are different things. People know that death is another stage in life but I have trouble believing whether or not it is the final stage.

As for passing in my sleep, that sounds like the way to go!

I understand that everyone gets a lifetime, but is it wrong to want more than a lifetime?

3. What side of the bed do you sleep? I tend to sleep on the right side of the bed.

4. What's your favorite candy? I really don't have a favorite, but if I had to pick one I would probably pick Werther's Original!

5 and 6. Would you change your name if you could? If so, what would it be? I would change my name around to Tyrone Daniel James instead of Daniel Tyrone James

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? I do believe in love at first sight. It happened with my brother! Cool HuH!

8. When did you get saved? I don't have a definite answer but would say around 8 or 9. That alter call bothered me too much!

9 and 10. Can you sing? Can you dance? I have a choir voice and I cannot dance well, despite how much I say I can!

11. What is your specialty dish? I don't have a specialty dish, maybe I should try to come up with one! Something with my signature on it!

Ladynay you are 2 handfuls! Maybe later in January LoL

12. What exactly do you mean by Ultimate Ending? I meant death when I said "ultimate ending"

13. Why is ur nickname Fuzzy again? My nickname is Fuzzy because of the soft but yet fuzzy rear end that I have! LOL

14. Do you like chocolate? I love Chocolate but it doesn't like me! White chocolate doesn't bother me. Any other chocolate it seems like my body reacts to it. IDK why!

15. What will you cook at my wedding? I can cook anything and everything you want me to cook at your wedding. Not being pompous, but I really can! And I already said that I can't dance......Well! :-D

16. If you had the choice to do anything without restrictions or negative ramifications, what would it be? If it could be supernatural, I would go back in time and and try to save my mother's life somehow. If it is in the natural, I would transfer all of Bill Gates money to my checking account!

17. What is your biggest sexual fantasy? I would love to be in complete sexual ecstasy for 24 hours and it would not matter how many people participated!

18. You mention previously that you tried to stop messing with guys when your mom passed. What are you feelings on your sexuality now? I am very happy with the way that I am living, while I am in a homosexual state. As for now I am not confused, and I hope it stays like that! Confusion complicates everything!

19. Can you speak in tongues? I'm not going to say I can't but it seems as though I do not have that gift.

20. How did you feel/react the first time you read Shawn's blog and learned so much about him in one sitting? I let him have his privacy when I learned of his blog. I let him have his world. Once invited to share in his creativity, I saw that he is a very special person that has a voice with much to say with it. I was amazed, and still am being amazed when I view his creativeness!

21. If you were a drug dealer what drug would you push? Tainted water!

22. If you had to get a prosthetic arm, would you get one that was the same color as you, or would you enjoy being a different shade? I would get one that was a different shade. It makes it easier to show my handicap and get handouts!

23. Your a prostitute. Write a advertisement for the yellowbook. OMG "Sexy Stud for hire! Guaranteed to have you coming back for more every time! Anything you would like to do, your imagination is the limit!"

24. How old do you think is old? Possibly starting at the late fifties and early sixties.

25. How do you feel about celebrating Kwanzaa? I'm not exactly sure what kwanzaa is! Let me look it up... (5 min later) After research, I would not celebrate kwanzaa. The Founder thinks that Christianity is a white religion and that Jesus was psychotic! FOOLISHNESS in my opinion.

26. Do you try to walk on water like Peter when no on is watching? LoL no!

I wanted people to be serious AND outrageous. I wanted people to pry into my life whether it be personal or not. I would of answered all questions if it incriminated me or not.

SHAWN AND A HAD A PARTY, STAY TUNED!

I need a Vacation!

It has been such a long time since I put everything down and took time for me. Time for me to relax. How do I relax or find time to pull away from things that are important for living, a.k.a. a job! I need to sit back take life in before it passes me by. I NEED A VACATION!!!

Lately, I have been having thoughts about the ultimate ending. It scares the crap out of me. What will it feel like? How will it come? The question nobody knows the answer to, when will it happen? It gets to the point of me loosing myself in thought about what is to come. It gives me a cold feeling that goes so deep it causes me to sweat and become anxious. I just need to calm down and stop worrying about things I can't control. I often wonder why a 21 year old thinks about these things!

Moving on... I'm tired of thinking about situations about my job. Between the backstabber and the gay co-worker, I've got to be on my toes! I just wake up everyday and go to work and do what I have to do. If this continues, they better watch out because I'm going to strike back with a vengeance.

>:-O

I have seen other bloggers extend the opportunity for readers to ask them questions. I think I would like to give that a try.

Any question that you think you might want to ask Fuzzy, you go ahead!

This is open to anonymous readers as well.

Get to know Fuzzy Part 2

Guess what Bloggers? I have another quiz!!! Its one to figure out what you wouldn't get me for Christmas and what you would get me. Plus added bonus, you see a little bit more of me and what I like and dislike. I'll clarify the answers on the next post.

::TAKE MY QUIZ NOW::

Enter your blog name and your e-mail address. Type a bogus one if you don't wish to enter your own. It tells you the answers as you select them. Don't forget to post your scores. Good luck!!!

Also don't forget to read An Update! I read it over and over and get excited! Well, I hope you like it...

An Update...

Ok, so the offer has been doubled! I am feeling uncomfortable with this now because before I was dismissing it mostly now there is a consideration level. Get this, I go out to eat last Saturday and I was told my group of friends, including my boyfriend, to go ahead with it. "We can do a lot with $200!" I'm not believing what I'm hearing! My boyfriend just told me to go get a $200 blowjob!

::exhale::

I'm not going to do it but damn if he goes up another hundred I will have all of my Christmas shopping done in one day. So the day after he doubled the offer he came up to me and he said," I love you" WTF! This shit is getting out of control! Excuse the language, but I'm beside myself right now. Not only does he seem to have this crush on me and offering me money for pleasure, but now he loves me. My job is becoming more interesting everyday.
So, as the readers of dreamsinafitted already know, Shawn has a dildo now but that isn't the peak of our latest sexcapades. There was always one thing that I hated doing in bed was riding a dick. I would get hot and tired as hell plus my legs would hurt after! Last week I tried it again because I was asked to. THAT SHIT FELT GOOD AS HELL!!! I still get calls from previous lovers wanting some more, in fact one called last week! I think I got a magic ass. I said that to say after I was through with Shawn he looked just like this:

It was so adorable! Well, moving on...

Today is THANKSGIVING! I usually have a huge dinner for 3 extensions of the family to come together and dine like obese people! This year, however, will be a very sad year. The location for the dinner rotates between my place, my brother and sister's house (I'm erasing the in-law), my sister's mothers house and my sister's sister's house. Hope that wasn't confusing for anyone! But my Sister's mom had it last year, my brother and sister the year before, and my mom and I had it before them. Therefore it is my sister's sister's turn to step up. There is a problem, they were supposed to be in their new house, the old one was taken apart in the hurricane that came through Virginia recently, but they were unsuccessful. My dad and I moved into a smaller apartment so we couldn't house everybody. My brother and sister recently moved and their house is not set up yet, nor furnished. Finally my sister's mom lost their house and have been living an a hotel for about 4 or 5 months. Depressing... to top it off, my aunt was thrown out of her apartment after she just moved in to only have to come back and live with me. I just got her scent out of my house! DAMN! So no family this year because I made plans to be with friends this year. No offense to my friends, but I wanted to be near all of my family.

::sigh::

Omar, Shawn and I are coming through. You and ya fams better be on point cause I'ma be critical! LOL you know you can't please us chefs!

TO ALL OF THE BLOGGERS AND THE READERS OF OUR BLOGS, I WISH YOU A HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

I Have A Crush On You!

Last week one of my coworkers supposedly seen that I needed help waking up for work. Great, cause I did! My old wake up call is experiencing medical problems and I don't blame her for wanting to stay in the bed and sleep. So I took the offer and gave him my number and I got my wake up call the next morning.

I've noticed that this dude is Acting kinda weird and out of character, or what seemed to be his character. This was last week. This week, on Monday, dude comes to me and he says, "The people here (at the job) are too open and they should keep their business closeted like I do." Shall I say ALARM? The next day he comes to me again and says that he doesn't like keeping secrets and he wants to tell me something but he can't tell me as of yet and that there are too many people around. I'm have the attitude, JUST TELL ME ALREADY!

Wednesday goes by and no secret. I'm off on Friday and I'd forgotten about it. I get to work early and he comes in about 15 minutes after I started working. He says, while there is only the two of us present, "remember that I told you I had something to tell you? Well, I am Gay!" Innerly I felt like imploding. Kinda like I don't believe that he said this to me feeling. I didn't really know how to react when he said this to me. So, I go on with my day like nothing ever happened. It never came back up and I was thinking that he just needed to tell somebody.

Saturday. Yesterday was going pretty well up until about 1:15 pm. Dude called me and asked me to hang out. I told him that I was busy and I already had plans. He calls me about two hours later to see where I was and if I wanted to come and chill. He said that he'd make it worth my while. RED FLAG! I said that I was on my way to get a haircut and he asked if I was finished doing all that I needed to do. I had to hang up cause the barber was ready. He called back an hour later and he tells me that he has a crush on me. I'm just thinking that he wanted to play around but he said crush. Then he said, "You're so cute and hella fine and so adorable. While I'm so flattered, and accepting these comments, I said, "I don't get down like that". I thought that would be the best response (Jay and I collaborated on this response) since I wanted to reject him and I didn't wanna say that I got a dude (outting myself on the job).

Saturday night! It gets better, Now I have a $100 offer for a blowjob on the table. WTF? Only a hundred? I think I'm worth more than a hundred, LOL!

No More Nice Fuzzy

Can some one tell me why in the world somebody who I have been nothing but kind to just acted shady as hell to me this morning? I think the day before also! Let me explain...

On last Friday, Nov 3rd, my job conducted a survey with many of the customers that come through the cafeteria. The reason for this is to improve service to them, give them a chance to voice their opinions and suggestions. Well, I have to say that there was a bad report. Reports were in the area of slow service due to employees performing other tasks, employees talking on the phone, breakfast line being slow, things of that nature. Some of these were blamed on ME! I'm like HUH?!?! Apparently, one of the employees told my boss during a one on one convo that I was the one who was talking on the phone and holding up the breakfast line. I flipped internally, but said not a word out of line. I just told the truth when I got my chance for my one on one conversation. This took place yesterday, the 6th of Nov.

Today, a new morning routine was implemented in efforts for improvement. Fine good and not a problem! I, at my designated time, report to the kitchen. I informed two people that I was going to the restroom and the cook that I was going to be working with told me right after to go down and bring up some ground beef and 3 bags of chicken so I can begin the prep for the next day. I did all he asked but his 3 bags wasn't down there but since he said to get them I continue to look for them. Apparently Cisco never came and the chicken was unavailable! Only 3 or 4 min wasted looking for it not much right? WRONG! I was gone for 20 minutes and nobody knew where I was, get that one! My boss came into the kitchen looking for me and asked the cook I was supposed to be working with where I was. The reply was, "I don't know, he was here like 15 or 20 minutes ago and left and hasn't come back yet" (as per 2 witnesses and the boss. I get back into the kitchen and my boss casts me bunches of shade and I'm like WTF! I didn't say it but it was the feeling that I had at the time :-/ hey, I'm human.

My thing is, I did nothing to this dude and he came for me. I am nice toward him in every way. Things are about to change. That nice fuzzy that everyone knows and loves is about to become Mr. Hard Ass Fuzzy! But you'll still know me as regular ol' fuzzy! I'll let you know how all goes as it happens...

I have been Promised!

1. Bless the LORD, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.
2. Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:
3. Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;
4. Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;
5. Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.
6. The LORD executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed.

This Passage spoke to me and I have a feeling that somebody else needs to hear it. This is saying that God has promised to forgive us of our iniquities and free is from any disease! Al we have to do is do right by God and give our ALL to him. The Bibles said that his word will not come back void. It has been said by him and he will do just that. Live right and have faith and believe that God specializes in things that are impossible.

I'd like to say that I have been in a great mood all week long! I look forward to having a GREAT weekend!

Let Me Take The Time...

You know there are many people that have everything and thank nobody that counts. Then you have those people that take everything for granted. While it is in me, I would just like to give thanks and credit where credit is due.

There are so many many times that I have left things go without saying thanks. I have to say, I need to say thank you to God for sparing me to sit in this uncomfortable seat to type this message. I forget to tell you how grateful I am for even the smallest things that nobody else would even think about. I appreciate that you have been working on me in your own special way in your own special time. You unfold a little bit more of yourself to me in due time and not my time. I understand why you have done this, because I couldn't have handled it if I had of known the things I know now at an earlier state of mind. I have to say thank you and I need to say thank you.

I try more and more often not to complain about mishaps and events that will only reveal to be my fault or uncontrollable. I take it with a grain of salt and I have learned to say yes. I am thankful for the interactions that we have because it has taught me how to encourage myself and unlocking doors that I didn't know I had! I place myself in your spirit and you minister to me in a way that is so clear.

I have to get back into the mode of praying more often also. I am asking right now for that praying spirit to fall fresh on me. What I just asked for was a desire to have more conversation with God. A chance to speak to him more often to become closer to him.

I guess what I'm saying is, in everything I am giving thanks. The will of God is going to occur anyway so I'm just going to bend with God and be accepting of what his will is.

A Few New Pics

I, and the dreamer Shawnqt, took a trip to the LegendofO's house on this past Saturday. I felt the urge to take some new pics! I had just got a haircut and was rockin a new fitted. My first fitted! I was so happy! Happy is an understatement! I was cocky all day long!!! I was slammin kinda cute! I sported this look while on the way to Derrick L. Briggs Book Club. Check me out, cause the pic that went on his blog, I look terrible!

HOLLA AT YA FUZZY

Well, finally I AM a Dreamer in a fitted! I have to go buy another one! I would like to design one with something original. Does anyone know where I can go to get something like this done? NY/NJ area and online preferably. Thanks a million. You may leave comments on the pics if you like!