It has been such a long time since I put everything down and took time for me. Time for me to relax. How do I relax or find time to pull away from things that are important for living, a.k.a. a job! I need to sit back take life in before it passes me by. I NEED A VACATION!!!
Lately, I have been having thoughts about the ultimate ending. It scares the crap out of me. What will it feel like? How will it come? The question nobody knows the answer to, when will it happen? It gets to the point of me loosing myself in thought about what is to come. It gives me a cold feeling that goes so deep it causes me to sweat and become anxious. I just need to calm down and stop worrying about things I can't control. I often wonder why a 21 year old thinks about these things!
Lately, I have been having thoughts about the ultimate ending. It scares the crap out of me. What will it feel like? How will it come? The question nobody knows the answer to, when will it happen? It gets to the point of me loosing myself in thought about what is to come. It gives me a cold feeling that goes so deep it causes me to sweat and become anxious. I just need to calm down and stop worrying about things I can't control. I often wonder why a 21 year old thinks about these things!
Moving on... I'm tired of thinking about situations about my job. Between the backstabber and the gay co-worker, I've got to be on my toes! I just wake up everyday and go to work and do what I have to do. If this continues, they better watch out because I'm going to strike back with a vengeance.
>:-O
I have seen other bloggers extend the opportunity for readers to ask them questions. I think I would like to give that a try.
Any question that you think you might want to ask Fuzzy, you go ahead!
This is open to anonymous readers as well.
14 thoughts:
question: why can't you say the word death? and as a proper religious boy, why can't you simply see it as another stage of your life?
i want to pass quietly, in my sleep, like my grandpa. not screaming like all those people in the car he was driving at the time of his death.
dave
Two quotes:
"Cowards die many times before their deaths;
The valiant taste death only once.
Of all the strange things I have heard so far,
It seems to me the most strange that men are afraid,
Since death, the unavoidable end,
Will come when it will come."
Julius Caesar by Shakespeare.
" You got what anybody gets.
You got a lifetime"
Neil Gaiman
What side of the bed do you sleep?
What's your favorite candy?
Would you change your name if you could?
If so, what would it be?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
When did you get saved?
Can you sing?
Can you dance?
What is your specialty dish?
I can go on and on with these type of blog entries so let me know if you want more questions! LOL
Just passing by and noticed you wrote about thoughts on when or how you would pass. It is normal for a 21 year old to think these thoughts. Hopefully you have more thoughts about living than thoughts about death. Think of these kinds of thoughts as challengers or eye-openers. Life is not short. So, try to use today to accomplish your dreams. Use this day to reach out and put a smile on somebody's face. And when you start to have more thoughts about dieing, you will say to yourself, whenever that time comes, let it come. Until then, try to live your life to the fullest.
Don't worry about how you will pass. The people who passed can't go back and change it now can they?
My friend makes me laugh. He says: I just don't want to die in public. He feels that he will be embarrased if he up and passes in public.
Learn to shake off thoughts that don't really amount to anything. And if you have a hard time shaking those thoughts off, try talking face to face with someone you trust and you will see that there is nothing to be afraid of.
sorry...I wrote that life is not short.......misprint...
LIFE IS TOO SHORT...(SORRY ABOUT THAT)
What exactly do you mean by Ultimate Ending? I guess I should have asked you this first.....LOL
hhmm...I don't have a question yet, so I'll get back to ya.
ugh, these question posts, i always freeze up on this type of thing. I ain't askin you nothing!
and stop thinkin bout death...live chile.
*CHEESE*
(y'know for some reason I think of you as so much younger than me although we are the same age. I have this wierd protective thing in my head when i think about you. I'm such a big brother..or maybe you're such a lil brother ...either way...awwww)
Y is ur nickname Fuzzy again ?
do u like chocolate ?
what will you cook at my wedding ?
Can you dance ?
im in a good mood.
- if you had the choice to do anything without restrictions or negative ramifications, what would it be?
- what is your biggest sexual fantasy?
Okay, I have a question now. You mention previously that you tried to stop messing with guys when your mom passed. What are you feelings on your sexuality now?
my question to you is, "where are the answers to all these questions"?
@ anonymous: I'm waiting a little while to generate a good amount of questions to answer. I will answer the questions either on Sunday evening, or Wednesday of next week.
OOH WAIT!!!!
Can you speak in tongues?
If you can, what do you say in your heavenly language?
How did you feel/react the first time you read Shawn's blog and learned so much about him in one sitting?
If you were a drug dealer what drug would you push?
LADYNAY WITH THAT SIDE OF THE BED QUESTION YESSS!!!! I swear she knows where everyone sleeps at now. (LOL)
If you had to get a prostetic arm, would you get one that was the same color as you, or would you enjoy being a different shade?
Your a prostitute. Write a advertisement for the yellowbook.
How old do you think is old?
How do you feel about celebrating Kwanzaa?
Do you try to walk on water like Peter when no on is watching?
I'll leave it here. Because I can get really outrageous.
-Marz
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