Let Me Take The Time...

You know there are many people that have everything and thank nobody that counts. Then you have those people that take everything for granted. While it is in me, I would just like to give thanks and credit where credit is due.

There are so many many times that I have left things go without saying thanks. I have to say, I need to say thank you to God for sparing me to sit in this uncomfortable seat to type this message. I forget to tell you how grateful I am for even the smallest things that nobody else would even think about. I appreciate that you have been working on me in your own special way in your own special time. You unfold a little bit more of yourself to me in due time and not my time. I understand why you have done this, because I couldn't have handled it if I had of known the things I know now at an earlier state of mind. I have to say thank you and I need to say thank you.

I try more and more often not to complain about mishaps and events that will only reveal to be my fault or uncontrollable. I take it with a grain of salt and I have learned to say yes. I am thankful for the interactions that we have because it has taught me how to encourage myself and unlocking doors that I didn't know I had! I place myself in your spirit and you minister to me in a way that is so clear.

I have to get back into the mode of praying more often also. I am asking right now for that praying spirit to fall fresh on me. What I just asked for was a desire to have more conversation with God. A chance to speak to him more often to become closer to him.

I guess what I'm saying is, in everything I am giving thanks. The will of God is going to occur anyway so I'm just going to bend with God and be accepting of what his will is.