Scratchin' Ma Head...

So, I came across these girl panties when I was folding clothes and I held these panties out in front of me and gazed. I was trying to figure out why these pink panties had "Princess" written in the pussy area with glitter specs all about! I thought about why I buy underwear with wording on them, it's because I know I want someone to read the underwear. Most likely, the wording is sexy, seducing and provocative in nature. I had to scratch my head.

This girl has just turned 6 years old and I dont believe she needs to have "Princess" written across her poom poom. Furthermore, who thought it would be a good idea to dress up lil girls underwear with words? Who do these designers think will be looking at these lil girls underwear that they need to be that flashy? I'm at a loss right now and I'm quite beside myself. I'm really scratchin ma head on this one.

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I Put A Ring On It

Valentine's Day was iight for me. Coulda been better, could of been worse. I spent time with Gabe and that was the most important thing for me. In my late night tipsyness, being medicates as well, was doing some silly things in a playing nature. I was playing with his fingers and thought that he had small fingers. I was just being silly and decided to put my high school ring on all his fingers. Just passing time and he said, he'd do it. I said, "Huh?" I didn't know what he was speaking of. Then, it clicked. I had fake proposed! I thought, would I do I do it genuinely? Yea, I sure would. When I do, he would say yes. I think that was the best Gift I've ever recieved.

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Happy Birthday & Valentine's Day

"Hey Mom,

Just wanted to say Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Birthday too. You always got two gifts from me. You're in a place where my gifts wouldn't mount up to what God has for you. I really miss you, but I love you so much more. I was gonna say rest in peace, but I know there's some kinda divinely holy party you're at dancin ya behind off. Till the day we meet again... I love you Ma...

Al Gonquin J Bumpas"

Interesting enough, the years have gone by and I've either kept myself busy, tried to be in love, or just slept through the day, so I didn't have to pay attention that Mommy's love wasn't around to be given anymore. I made it to about 1:30 when I saw a post my brother made on facebook. It really turned me up and down and triggered an outpour. Sniffle sniffle snot snot it sounded like I forgot to get my coodie shot! These pains don't last very long and I am learning how to stretch all the love Ma gave me in my 20, almost 21, years of life. I think I should do fine with that, due to the sever amount of great times.

All for you Mom, I love you!

Craving Some of These...

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Public Service Announcement

THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

To all my whores, hoes, sluts, smuts and slores, this is for you. Unsuspecting innocent ones, be aware as well. There is an issue regarding the pestilence! Bed bugs are a huge, and growing larger, issue. Those tiny lil bastards are cunning, quick and hide very well. They will turn you out if they get a hold of you. Believe me when I tell you, these bitches will gang rape you and leave you barren on the side of the road wondering why!

Gabe and I are open with our relationship. We don't' have an open relationship, but are open with the relationship we have to others. So, one night we decided we wanted to have a lil fun with this man that didn't live too far away from home. Quick convenient, handsome with a big dick and a fat ass. Not complaining at all. He claimed he sucked dick like he should be paid for it and that he's a fully versatile freak. We made our way over to the place took off coats and sat down. Less than 2 mins on the couch, my arm began to itch. I paid no mind to it until the issue became bigger and more of my arm started to itch. I looked down and noticed a lil something crawling on me. My mind told me "oh shit" my logic told me go find out what it is before you flip the fuck out. I excused myself to the bathroom where there was ample lighting and I saw the beast which I murdered on my sleeve. I came out and raised all hell!

Side story, I left my very first apartment due to these sons of foreign bitches! I was being bit in places and itching in compromising locations. I had to go. I lost all of my furniture and about 50% of my clothing. I still haven't recovered. Then went from that to a roach issue, an ant issue, to a flea issue. I can't deal with these terrorists anymore! They have got to go and leave me alone.

I'm just scarred for life and I can't begin to tell you what my nerves go through when I feel something on my skin move. I would hate for people who are trying to get some good pussy, or a good piece of dick and end up with a visitor coming home with you to turn you out. Be careful at the hotels, on the buses and public seated areas. They can hide and hitch a hike on your back and you'll be turnt out! Yea I said it, TURNT OUT!!! It can happen to anyone, I don't mean to focus on the sexually open and people with frequent flyer miles on their genitalia, but that bug ruined my sexual experience and I'm upset!

THIS HAS BEEN A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

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Food Blessing

I was raised to say "grace" or blessing over my food before I eat it. I was faithful with it up until around 21 or 22. I fell lax and I noticed it when a kid pointed out that i didn't say "grace" before I inhaled my food. So, I said "grace".

God is good, God is great and I thank Him for this food.

I bow my head. I must be fed. Give me Lord our daily bread.

Bless the ones that do not have AMEN!

I thought about the grace that I said, and it didn't seem personal at all. I didn't feel like I was grateful in asking for my blessing. So I thought of something that I can say is from me that I feel covers more bases.

God you're great and greatly to be praised.

Lord, I thank you for this food which was made.

Bless it and make it nourishing in Jesus' name.

Bless the ones that do not have just the same.

To you, all honor and glory AMEN!

It's a bit longer, but I like it way more. Just a lil thing I thought up. It's snowy and icy outside; be careful! Stay warm and bundled and safe.

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