I have an UPDATE!

I have filed paperwork for a Substitute Teaching Certificate in hopes of becoming a substitute teacher! lol

I have collected most of the money that is owed to me. rerouting it to pay for this certificate.

I have made moves in the direction of earning wages. OFF THE BOOKS!!! YAY

I am attempting to go back to school, Kean University to be specific. I'm excited on this new venture of my life. I would like to live in the dorms, we will see...

I have developed a backbone for speaking to my father about household matters and matters of our relationship.

I am bored!

2007 is coming to a close in 3 months and change. I would like to plan my holiday in advance and have some meaning to this holiday season. More joy if possible! Has anyone planned anything? Does anyone want to get together and plan something? Does anyone have suggestions on how I can make Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year's day eventful?

Hello, I'm Chitty Chitty!

I met Truly Scrumptious on this weekend. She was just so amazing and funny. Let me explain because the majority of you are lost!

On Friday night, the gang and I went over to Tyson's hotel/dorm room at the Hilton. He invited a friend over and we enjoyed a night full of cards, dancing, and laughter! To finish most of the night, we ended with a force fed movie of Chitty Chitty Bang Bang! I have never seen this movie and was opposed to watching it! Everyone else was as well! But it was whatever, Tyson's room, Tyson's movie! We watched a healthy portion of the movie and I was surprised that I actually was getting into it! Then he turned it off. Oddly, comment was rendered, "From henceforth, I shall be called Truly Scrumptious"! I laughed and laughed! This came from the friend that Tyson invited over. He was funny, sarcastic, country and GAY! I loved it! I dubbed myself Chitty Chitty and others followed suit in picking their names! Simply delightful!

Food for thought: Is there any condition where cheating would be OK? Is there any condition where cheating would not be frowned on? If cheating was discussed beforehand, is it still called cheating since both parties know what is happening? Are there certain types of people who you shouldn't cheat with?

What if?

I was just wondering what would happen if there was an all gay House of Representatives, with an all gay Senate from every state, with an all gay cabinet to advise a gay President of the United States. Just thinking out loud! Can I have some feedback?

Random!!!

I took some new pics today and for once I wanted to share them with you. Doubleclick on the button below:


So I was feelin a lil wacky and I wanted to post something interesting and funny! I found this thing online and I tried it out. I got frustrated and I wanted to see if anyone could win on the "not that easy" level. Let me know how you fare!

Disturbia!

I am Feeling a sort of way right now. I'm disturbed and distraught!

I was on web cam today, and someone sent me a private message saying that he was HIV+ and he thought I was cute. I was like Thanks. I wanted to get into his mind to see where his mindset was. This was a 25 year old Black Male who claimed to be the perfect bottom. He asked me would I fuck him Raw. I said NO. My interest was peaked on why this positive boy wanted me to have unprotected sex with him, knowing he has HIV! Mind Blowing! I am wondering at this point what kind of people he has sex with. So, I ask and he states "anyone who wants to have sex with me". I am astonished! Shocked and appalled! I have a headache!

Someone else proceeds to hit me up at the same time and we are also exchanging words. Why is it that the dummies are online today! This one is a 27 year old versatile that likes to get fucked "bareback" and he prefers the guys fucking him to be positive, and vice versa (wants to fuck HIV+ bottoms) He is HIV- somehow! I don't know how. I advised him that he should be thankful and to consider himself blessed that he doesn't have HIV. He brushed me off by saying "whatever" and that was the end of the conversation.

I just don't know how to handle how people view life and how they value it! People are messed up in the head. It’s people like them that cause HIV+ rates to increase! My God! What is next?

Top, Vers, Bottom???

I know this is the second post for today but I wanted to get this off of my chest while I'm feeling it. I have been dubbed one of the bottoms in the group! I don’t see why I have to be a bottom just because I am in a relationship with a top! I have considered myself a bottom in the past. In with newer experiences I left the total bottom title alone. I put on Vers Bottom. That grew old and not I believe that I am fully versatile now. Could I be progressing towards being a top? I don’t know if that is possible or if it will happen. The only thing I know is that I have been dubbed with being a bottom and nobody accepts that I could be anything other than that! I am bothered and disturbed!

Second point! I seem to be caught "queening out" and people say that I get more gay everyday. The people that I hang with that are straight say that I don’t. It only comes out when I am around gay people. I have made a conscious effort to not act gay in view of my straight friends and in places of religion and I have been successful. I try to use my gay friends as a release to "queen out" so it doesn't come out in other places lol.

I grow weary of being a spoken bottom and I am getting tired being called gay. I understand I am in a relationship with a male. Does that fact alone make me gay? I don’t believe so! Its not an idea that I am trying to hold on to my heterosexuality but the fact that on some level a woman can still turn me on!

Lets set the record clear for anyone who seems to have the my story incorrect!

1. I am Versatile until otherwise stated by me
2. I act one way around the gays and another way in public view, GET USED TO IT!!!
3. I am Bisexual

So all of you'll that wanna ride my dick and keep up the chatter, you can suck it when you're finished! FALL BACK!

Dumb NJ Laws!!!

I was wondering what to blog about when I remembered some law that Tyson told me about. I thought I would look up these laws and see what was what! here is what I found:

• Drivers must warn those who they pass on highways before they do so.
• Handcuffs may not be sold to minors.
• It is illegal to wear a bullet-proof vest while committing a murder or robbing someone.
• One must yield a phone line to a person if it is an emergency.
• All motorists must honk before passing another car, bicyclist, skater, and even a skateboarder.
• It is against the law for a man to knit during the fishing season.
• It is against the law to "frown" at a police officer.
• If you have been convicted of driving while intoxicated, you may never again apply for personalized license plates.
• Car dealerships are forbidden from opening on Sunday.
• You may not slurp your soup.
• Automobiles are not to pass horse drawn carriages on the street.
• It is illegal to delay or detain a homing pigeon.
• In Newark, NJ, it is illegal to sell ice cream after 6pm, unless the customer has a note from his doctor.
• In Trenton, NJ, you may not throw a bad pickle in the street.
• In Trenton, NJ, pickles are not to be consumed on Sundays.

Check these laws plus more at: http://www.dumblaws.com/laws/united-states/new-jersey/

Beach Booty Bloggers!

Hey!!! I finally went to the beach! YAY!!! We had fun, I took a whole bunch of friends and we had fun! At one point during the fun, I was laying down on the blanket. I took a gander up and saw a booty in my face! I then proceeded to take a picture of it! Why? I have no clue! I did, then got picture happy and took pick more pics. So, I thought I'd share. I have their consent to air these photos, however I will not name them. If they desire to name themselves in the comment section, GO FOR IT! ENJOY!!!

My Labor Day Weekend!

Okay the weekend isn't officially over but I left some details out last time and I know I won’t want to sit down and do this on Monday. So here it goes day by day!

Friday Night. It consisted of shopping at The Jersey Gardens mall looking for underwear. Everyone (Reg, Shawn, and Tyson) found something that spiked their interest. My interest was not piqued! I don’t know why I am so picky but I had to have nice underwear that heightened my appearance. Let me explain. There was a sleepover party at The Chocolate Bar in Brooklyn. I wanted to be on point! The underwear I was going to wear I couldn't find. So, a trip was planned to go to H&M, which never took place. I still was determined, after throwing a fit that I was the only one that didn't get underwear, to find something that said WOW! I did. So, we (Ty, Tyson, Shawn, Reggie, and I) went over. The turn out wasn't as expected, but I was determined to have a good time, It happened to turn out like that also! We were somewhat the life of the party. ALRIGHT!!! Great Night and very enjoyable. Reggie got a HOLLA, I had an admirer, and we all danced ourselves silly!

Saturday. I went home expecting to take my dad lawn mower shopping. That didn't happen! GREAT! I wasn't really that enthused about doing that anyway. Only was doing it to attempt to keep him happy. Then My God Mothers Birthday Party! I thought it was going to be boring but was just the opposite. They had a Gospel DJ and everyone knows how I love my gospel. They had fun games in which I partook in; Hoola Hoop Contest and Water Balloon Toss. I didn't win any of them, but made the finals in both events. COOL! Then the crew, I'm not typing any more names, loll, went over to Soldier's Place and Chilled! OMG he has such a nice and comfortable place! I love it so much. The kitchen is a dream! Tall walls, decorated extremely elegantly too! I LOVED his place! That’s it for Saturday!

Sunday. I was tired. I didn't go to church and Soldier had spent the night. Our beach plans seemed to be cooled out! Just a bit too much chill we thought to be dipping in and out of the water. Oh well, what to do now? After about an hour and a half of contemplating, we decide to go to Blackbeard's Cave, located in Bayville. It was a lil out there but I have to say, it's definitely someplace I see myself revisiting in the future! Go Carts, Bumper Boats and Miniature Golf! I loved how the day turned out. Then we finished off the day waiting in very slow moving traffic and dinner at Bennigan’s. Such a great day it turned out to be. I want to go to the beach tomorrow!

Monday. Ummm yea, no beach. Still nobody wanted to go. Sigh! I was bored ALL DAY LONG. It doesn't take much for boredom to set in for me. I have to have something interesting going on at all times. If not then boredom will be coming. If boredom sets in then I will get a mental headache! Only cure for that is sleep (relaxes my mind). Excedrin doesn't work! Oh well! I left Shawn's place in search of activity. I refused to be bored on a holiday! I found none, just things to keep me moving and busy. I guess in a way mission accomplished, but I had no fun in the process. I came back to Shawn's house. We decided that we were going to take a random trip. We ended up getting flashed on and having the Cop's sirens sounded on us for makin’ out (making out is the story I am sticking to!!!) in a car in a park. It was soo fun, but something I would definitely think twice before I do it again!

Great Weekend, I think I am going to start incorporating Red Bull into my weekends, plus one hour nap! Cheers to everyone for a great weekend!