On Wednesday, January 28th, 2009, I made the last payment on my car! Woooooo Hoooooo Yaaaaaayyyyyy. Its that serious to me. I set out for my goal and I attained my desired result! I've been good at money management for the majority of my 10 working years. There has been some tight spots but I've made it through with the help of the Lord and my family and friends. Thank you!
I've made a friend, "chill buddy" if you will. I put myself out there. I made myself vulnerable. I opened up. I took a chance. I thought I was making progress. So much time has passed and I've fallen. Fallen in a good sense. A sense of likeness, infatuation, and interest. Love is not a term I will let come from my mouth until my heart is ready. Hunny, its nowhere near sayin that, let me tell you! Lol days, hours, minutes and seconds have been spent together. It seems like a couple of months have passed, when its only been a week! I can't figure it out! How do you fall for someone in a week? Could I be ripe and ready for the plucking and didn't realize it? It's possible. I didn't think I'd be ready this soon! Hmmm...
I haven't been online in over a week. I haven't even desired to log on. The only thing that might bring me to click logon would be boredom, but I've been keeping myself busy doing other creative and productive things.
Why is it becoming easier not to jerk off? I had problems in the past with masturbation, in the aspect of it was getting out of hand. Public places, in front of unsuspecting people and the frequency was ridiculous! I've gone from 6-8 nuts a day to 2 or 3 nuts every coupla weeks or so. It has heightened sexual pleasure, when I do have sex, and I mean really heightens it! Lol I'm a guy with so much sexual energy I can almost let one out mentally! I wonder if I could totally quit. It would be nice to experience a wet dream!
Moving on... I've had more trust in God lately. I haven't been working many hours, but my checks are still coming in and I'm still taken care of. I'm learning how to be a cheerful giver in my tithing, offerings, and to people. As a result my God is supplying all of my needs. Heck, and some of my wants too! God is cool! :-) y'all should try him sometime!
Just an update letting you know what's goin on wit me.
Later days...
I've made a friend, "chill buddy" if you will. I put myself out there. I made myself vulnerable. I opened up. I took a chance. I thought I was making progress. So much time has passed and I've fallen. Fallen in a good sense. A sense of likeness, infatuation, and interest. Love is not a term I will let come from my mouth until my heart is ready. Hunny, its nowhere near sayin that, let me tell you! Lol days, hours, minutes and seconds have been spent together. It seems like a couple of months have passed, when its only been a week! I can't figure it out! How do you fall for someone in a week? Could I be ripe and ready for the plucking and didn't realize it? It's possible. I didn't think I'd be ready this soon! Hmmm...
I haven't been online in over a week. I haven't even desired to log on. The only thing that might bring me to click logon would be boredom, but I've been keeping myself busy doing other creative and productive things.
Why is it becoming easier not to jerk off? I had problems in the past with masturbation, in the aspect of it was getting out of hand. Public places, in front of unsuspecting people and the frequency was ridiculous! I've gone from 6-8 nuts a day to 2 or 3 nuts every coupla weeks or so. It has heightened sexual pleasure, when I do have sex, and I mean really heightens it! Lol I'm a guy with so much sexual energy I can almost let one out mentally! I wonder if I could totally quit. It would be nice to experience a wet dream!
Moving on... I've had more trust in God lately. I haven't been working many hours, but my checks are still coming in and I'm still taken care of. I'm learning how to be a cheerful giver in my tithing, offerings, and to people. As a result my God is supplying all of my needs. Heck, and some of my wants too! God is cool! :-) y'all should try him sometime!
Just an update letting you know what's goin on wit me.
Later days...
5 thoughts:
Congrats on the car payoff! God is good, and its good to hear someone else experience and see that.
can't wait until I can say my car is paid in full...congrats to you and watch out LOVE is a coming...
Six to eight nuts/day? I'd say that's a litte "out of hand." With respect to the car, I know how liberating that can be. Now, the only problem is maintenance. I'd keep putting a little "payment money" aside, just in case.
I definitely know the feeling of paying your last payment. I also know the feeling of heightened pleasure in sex when you wait days to have it.
6-8 times a day??? Man after my own heart! Ummmm...btw, why was I never an unsuspecting person???? I'm glad to hear you're going alright and congrats on the car payments!
JB
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