Events have been coming to pass. Changes have been occuring. My mindset has been looking at a makeover. I step pack and look at all that's been going on and I think "this is a lot".
I haven't had sex in sometime now. (Twin didn't I tell you to HUSH!) It's causing me to experience high levels of horniness. Its coming out in my dreams, conversation and in my briefs! Lol! I've been this elevated state of horny where I just can't focus it to make it go away. I can't take having erections for hours on end. I won't beat off because it doesn't satisfy me. It just leaves me wanting more. This "something more" comes from a personal interaction that has a deep connection. My previous post talks of love. It's saying more than I want it. The more important message is that I'm ready for this love. Ready for it to be given to me and for me to reciprocate.
Going back to those dreams I spoke on, I can't have a nonsexual night of rest! I've had 2 dreams in particular which is disturbing! One of them involves me being heterosexual and a guy coming on to me. I'm rejecting this guy and he's getting emotional on me. I called this guy out, by full name, in this dream. I woke up in confusion. Went to work and I run into this very same guy! I get his name and its the name of the guy in the dream! Crazy right? Dream number two takes place with another guy, same job! (Not saying which one!) He walks up to me and touches shoulder and informs me of how tense my muscles are. He asked for a rub down. I consented. He makes his way to my neck and starts to feel on my cheeks and leans over me and kisses me! Then, he whispers "I really like you. Do you want my number?" I woke uo! What in high hell was that about. Now these two dreams happened in a 24 hour period!
I've been in poetic mode lately. You will see more of my poetry in the future... I'm a freestyle poet. Straight from the mind, soul and spirit with little editing and rearrangment. Hope it's a delight.
My crush has given me more hope. Or maybe I should say encouragement. At anyrate, thanks!
The blogger reunion is coming up. I'm excited! I've never been to Chicago, but I'm looking forward to it!
That's all for now. I think...
11 years ago
7 thoughts:
not only are you speaking what you want but you are also thinking it. i see you as being on the right path headed in the right direction going to get what you desire & deserve.
those dreams...or should i say that dream( with the name) was too much for me! SCARY-WEIRD. lol
i luv poetry, i'll be here checking out more of your work. :)
The blogger meet up is something that i'm so looking forward to, i can't wait to meet all of my fav. bloggers...in person!
have a great weekend Fuz
Damn I'm feeling you on not being satisfied from beating off... It just becomes mundane after a while..... That dream was nuts.... my grandma used to tell me i had some level of clairvoyance because I have dreams where it will come true but I just call it deja vu lol
Cant wait to read more of your poetry.... Keep it up!
since u told me to hush i won't say much lol...anyway...we've spoken about some of these things already so i won't recap any details of our convos...but u know how i am wit my dreams so yeah....ummmm keep up the poetry thing..u know how i do wit that
Yes, yes, yes, bring us poetry...get the creative juices flowing
You should buy a fleshlight. Those are great.
Chicago is a fun town. I think you'll enjoy it.
Poetic to say the least, and you appear to need some attention in all the right areas. Nice work!
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