I don't wish to be real drawn out with this post because it doesn't have much body to it. I have been talking to this guy for a long time. Nothing serious and nothing sexual. It was just real talk! He likes to play video games, so do I. He likes to watch movies, so do I. We just had a few things in common!
I went to meet him and we played video games for two hours and I lost every match of Street Fighter and Tekken! I was a sore loser, yes I was! I was having fun, just wish I would of won at least one round! I'll get him... eventually! Sigh! We watch Scorpion King 2. It was the only movie that he had that I hadn't seen before. I was sooo into it, I never paid attention to his two roommates come into the room and attach their eyes to my face! STEP OFF! lol
Movie was over and we were talking and I felt tension rising up. I felt an attraction on his part. I tried to deny myself to ask questions. I really didn't wanna know. Every time something came up sexual in conversation he would change the subjest when it got too far. I was like yea, he either doesn't like sex, or he wants to sex me and doesn't wanna ruin the night! Well it was option number 2! lol
On my way home he calls and he said he wanted to kiss me! I was like NOOOOOOOO!!!!! I just wanted friends! he goes on to tell me how I have a great smile and great lips and a great personality and how handsome I was. I thought to myself, I know I've heard it many times before. You tend to accept it after you've heard it many times over many times! (not a cocky moment, its just the truth!) He asks would I have liked it if he did! I answered yes. I followed with saying that I would of preferred that you didn't. He asked why! That damn question! I told him I would call him back!
That "why" is a freakin killer! I didn't wanna say "I don't know", lol! I thought for about 5 minutes down the road and came to a conclusion. All the friends that I have been sexual with, I didn't have an interest in keeping them around for long! After the sex, I lost interest! I had a interest in keeping the friendship going so I called him back and explained that to him and he was cool with that. He said I was honest and he respected that.
I now have a potential friend named James!
At present times, James is a sideline friend. He is cool but he has a ongoing sexual attraction towards me. I really don't wanna go there. I mean Goodness!!! All I have to do now is Sigh!!!
I went to meet him and we played video games for two hours and I lost every match of Street Fighter and Tekken! I was a sore loser, yes I was! I was having fun, just wish I would of won at least one round! I'll get him... eventually! Sigh! We watch Scorpion King 2. It was the only movie that he had that I hadn't seen before. I was sooo into it, I never paid attention to his two roommates come into the room and attach their eyes to my face! STEP OFF! lol
Movie was over and we were talking and I felt tension rising up. I felt an attraction on his part. I tried to deny myself to ask questions. I really didn't wanna know. Every time something came up sexual in conversation he would change the subjest when it got too far. I was like yea, he either doesn't like sex, or he wants to sex me and doesn't wanna ruin the night! Well it was option number 2! lol
On my way home he calls and he said he wanted to kiss me! I was like NOOOOOOOO!!!!! I just wanted friends! he goes on to tell me how I have a great smile and great lips and a great personality and how handsome I was. I thought to myself, I know I've heard it many times before. You tend to accept it after you've heard it many times over many times! (not a cocky moment, its just the truth!) He asks would I have liked it if he did! I answered yes. I followed with saying that I would of preferred that you didn't. He asked why! That damn question! I told him I would call him back!
That "why" is a freakin killer! I didn't wanna say "I don't know", lol! I thought for about 5 minutes down the road and came to a conclusion. All the friends that I have been sexual with, I didn't have an interest in keeping them around for long! After the sex, I lost interest! I had a interest in keeping the friendship going so I called him back and explained that to him and he was cool with that. He said I was honest and he respected that.
I now have a potential friend named James!
At present times, James is a sideline friend. He is cool but he has a ongoing sexual attraction towards me. I really don't wanna go there. I mean Goodness!!! All I have to do now is Sigh!!!
3 thoughts:
Yup,sex fuks up a friendship
keep em separate...manchild
Wow. your explanation was interesting...Seeing that you really didnt give him a reason NOT to want you anymore. lol!
;-)
Lol. thats funny but sex definitely changes things between friends. Trust me Been there done that.
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