Previously, I mentioned that I would try to make friends. I put a good honest try. I didn't start at the time of the last post, but some time before. I would check guys out at parties, I would accept invites to go places, I would flirt in public (so not into that), go to bars and clubs in the city, and I would talk to dudes online! I think I'm making a decent effort to at the very least expose myself in an atmosphere of socialization which could lead to friendship.
I bring very few people to my house. The only few people that I was comfortable bring around is Shawn, Reggie, X, and Twin. Usually, nobody else would come here, outside of an occasional party that I might have. I live in a housing complex and everybody is nosy. I just don't want people all up in my business. They have been in the past. So, I'm not paranoid, I'm preventive and responsive!
Everyone I try to talk to on some serious level, with a friendship tip, always seems to go sour on me. Meaning, that everything is seemingly fine to the eye. When we get to the nitty gritty and the heart of the matter, they just wanna fuck! I don't mention anything about sex. If I do, believe me it will be on and poppin, but that's not really what I want right now. So despite where I meet people, myspace, sex sites, personal sites etc... they all end in the same result.
I sought my panel for advice. I called Dapper D, no answer. I called X and Twin, same thing. Reggie answered right away! Lemme find out he is becoming my new best friend, lol! I presented the ideas and problematic situation and this was his answer. "You just have a sexual personality! You like sex, you can't deny that. You flirt sometimes knowingly or unknowingly. Your demeanor is flirtatious! Even when you try, it comes out in your personality. Its who you are! So when you meet people you need to recognize that and possibly make mention of it so people don't get it confused!"
I sat back after Dr. Phil spoke lol and let that sink in. He had much truth flying out of that mouth of his! A step in the right direction, I guess! I wish not to be a sex icon, so I have to redirect my sexual energy lol! This should prove interesting! I'll let you know how it turns out!
I bring very few people to my house. The only few people that I was comfortable bring around is Shawn, Reggie, X, and Twin. Usually, nobody else would come here, outside of an occasional party that I might have. I live in a housing complex and everybody is nosy. I just don't want people all up in my business. They have been in the past. So, I'm not paranoid, I'm preventive and responsive!
Everyone I try to talk to on some serious level, with a friendship tip, always seems to go sour on me. Meaning, that everything is seemingly fine to the eye. When we get to the nitty gritty and the heart of the matter, they just wanna fuck! I don't mention anything about sex. If I do, believe me it will be on and poppin, but that's not really what I want right now. So despite where I meet people, myspace, sex sites, personal sites etc... they all end in the same result.
I sought my panel for advice. I called Dapper D, no answer. I called X and Twin, same thing. Reggie answered right away! Lemme find out he is becoming my new best friend, lol! I presented the ideas and problematic situation and this was his answer. "You just have a sexual personality! You like sex, you can't deny that. You flirt sometimes knowingly or unknowingly. Your demeanor is flirtatious! Even when you try, it comes out in your personality. Its who you are! So when you meet people you need to recognize that and possibly make mention of it so people don't get it confused!"
I sat back after Dr. Phil spoke lol and let that sink in. He had much truth flying out of that mouth of his! A step in the right direction, I guess! I wish not to be a sex icon, so I have to redirect my sexual energy lol! This should prove interesting! I'll let you know how it turns out!
6 thoughts:
are u still posting these old entries... damn how many do you have and why didnt you post them then?!?!
So you have discovered that you're a sex siren! hey that can be a good thing and you really can't help it if you give off the aura of sex, you're just hot bloodied.
Yes meeting and dating has become obsolete these days and it is really hard for any of us to really meet compatible or trust worthy people, just continue to search just not as hard and when you least expect he or she will appear bringing some normalcy back into your life.
What you should do with these old post, is actually up date us. You'll never catch up if you only keep posting things from the past.
How have you devolped since you worte this back in August?
not a bad idea acoustic soul! its not that many posts left, but hey i'll do what I can. i'll leave my bit here in the comment section since this phone is blogger post intolerant! lol
I really can't say there is an update for this. I give off this sex vibe and i try to use it to my advantage. thats what most of these horny toads want anyway? right? when i see something i want i turn up the flame and i channel it towards them. when nothing is in sights view, i try to calm the vibe down. reduce the radiation if you know what I mean! i have accepted it and learning to use it is the whole point of me saying that!
I for one am glad you reposted because I haven't kept up with other ppl's blogs so this is new for me! lol
I can relate because I'm extremely flirtatious which has led to numerous bad encounters ...
You're on point man, just be upfront from the get-go and you'll find your prince sooner rather than later.
Yes let us know what happen since then buddy ;)
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