Yea, you guessed it. The post is about a guy that I've talking to. Its been 2 months since we've met and, despite best efforts, I seem to be developing some sorta feeling for him. Ugghhh, sounds like I'm not satisfied? I'm not. This one has many hangups, but before that, lemme give you a lil run thru about the guy.
Gabe is 31 years old, 6'4", approximately 170-175 lbs, maybe 34 inch waist and to me slightly more than average looking. I wouldn't call him great, but he's not ugly either. He's a DJ by leisure profession and works for some insurance company. He recently went back to college to finish his bachelors degree in communication. He's the youngest of I believe 3 or 4 children and currently lives with his momma.
On to the more interesting details. He's a top that's pleasantly endowed. He's a freak, and we do alotta freaky things. I met one of his very close friends and we was talkin one day and she told me that I was about the same caliber freak as Gabe was. Then followed with, "but you don't get freak from you unless you open your mouth. You look calm and timid". She basically called me a closet freak. I went with it. Some of my close friends that know anything about me know I ain't got no shame in my game and I gets down and dirty wit the best of them. Getting back on subject, I also like the way we hold each other. Its difficult for me to hold someone in the bed while I/we sleep. I just fall into his arms and his tall behind falls into mine. Its great to be held, but even greater to know someone wants me to hold them. People say it's nice to be needed. I can vouch for that. I also like his teeth, which lead into a very nice smile. Smiling is very important. It may sound odd, but another thing that I like is that he said he would never put a ring on my finger or any other mans finger. "Not my thing" Works out great for me! He's intellectual and gives me the world from a whole new view. He cares! That's a big one, hard to find someone that cares for you.
Now on to what I don't like. He's a top! He's a heavy smoker, I wont get into exactly what. He has so much going on in his life right now. Between school, work, his very strange relationship with his parents, I feel like I may be an extra. He bends rules for me. He loses track of time and becomes lax around me. He says I make him too comfortable. He doesn't get much accomplished when he's around me. He's in school, he has to get the work done and be to class, and I'm making him fall behind. He's bisexual. He already said that he likes females more than males, but he's been content wit me for the last 2 months. I don't wanna be left for another gender. I don't believe he will be able to chill wit ma friends either. It seems as though they are from different worlds. I see a headbutt about to happen. I've seen this scenario unfold before and, from how it played out before, I will become estranged from them.
We've already established that we're into each other and don't exactly know how to define the feeling. It's mutually agreed that we're in deep like for each other and the feelings grow stronger. He now kisses me every time we greet and depart. he calls to see how I'm doing. I call to check in on him to make sure his momma ain't kill him. He lets me wash his ass and he washes my dick. I've did numba 2 wit him in the bathroom and vice versa. We just have crossed some lines that border fuck buddies/two people who are dating and being in a relationship. The whole thing is clearly undefined and we are taking it on a day to day basis.
He should be getting outta class soon. I wanted to surprise him with some dinner. I gotta get to cookin and stuff... What to make? What to make?
Just Keep Wondering...
Gabe is 31 years old, 6'4", approximately 170-175 lbs, maybe 34 inch waist and to me slightly more than average looking. I wouldn't call him great, but he's not ugly either. He's a DJ by leisure profession and works for some insurance company. He recently went back to college to finish his bachelors degree in communication. He's the youngest of I believe 3 or 4 children and currently lives with his momma.
On to the more interesting details. He's a top that's pleasantly endowed. He's a freak, and we do alotta freaky things. I met one of his very close friends and we was talkin one day and she told me that I was about the same caliber freak as Gabe was. Then followed with, "but you don't get freak from you unless you open your mouth. You look calm and timid". She basically called me a closet freak. I went with it. Some of my close friends that know anything about me know I ain't got no shame in my game and I gets down and dirty wit the best of them. Getting back on subject, I also like the way we hold each other. Its difficult for me to hold someone in the bed while I/we sleep. I just fall into his arms and his tall behind falls into mine. Its great to be held, but even greater to know someone wants me to hold them. People say it's nice to be needed. I can vouch for that. I also like his teeth, which lead into a very nice smile. Smiling is very important. It may sound odd, but another thing that I like is that he said he would never put a ring on my finger or any other mans finger. "Not my thing" Works out great for me! He's intellectual and gives me the world from a whole new view. He cares! That's a big one, hard to find someone that cares for you.
Now on to what I don't like. He's a top! He's a heavy smoker, I wont get into exactly what. He has so much going on in his life right now. Between school, work, his very strange relationship with his parents, I feel like I may be an extra. He bends rules for me. He loses track of time and becomes lax around me. He says I make him too comfortable. He doesn't get much accomplished when he's around me. He's in school, he has to get the work done and be to class, and I'm making him fall behind. He's bisexual. He already said that he likes females more than males, but he's been content wit me for the last 2 months. I don't wanna be left for another gender. I don't believe he will be able to chill wit ma friends either. It seems as though they are from different worlds. I see a headbutt about to happen. I've seen this scenario unfold before and, from how it played out before, I will become estranged from them.
We've already established that we're into each other and don't exactly know how to define the feeling. It's mutually agreed that we're in deep like for each other and the feelings grow stronger. He now kisses me every time we greet and depart. he calls to see how I'm doing. I call to check in on him to make sure his momma ain't kill him. He lets me wash his ass and he washes my dick. I've did numba 2 wit him in the bathroom and vice versa. We just have crossed some lines that border fuck buddies/two people who are dating and being in a relationship. The whole thing is clearly undefined and we are taking it on a day to day basis.
He should be getting outta class soon. I wanted to surprise him with some dinner. I gotta get to cookin and stuff... What to make? What to make?
Just Keep Wondering...
