So, Tuesday I spent the latter part of the afternoon and the evening in Trinitas Hospital's Emergency Room. All the while I had 2 things playing in my head. 1, this would be an awful time to tell Shawn I'm positive, and all the reactions to follow. While the 2nd was, I'm in a hospital and if some crazy unexpected stuff would go down, I'd be in it alone!
Let's talk about Shawn for a bit. I think he deserves maybe a couple, or even a few paragraphs, since he's all I've been thinking about. I'm quite smitten over him. He has charm, he's polite, and good diction to top it off! Sounds like all peaches right? NO! This guy continues to wrap himself up in whatever and disregards me. Not a fan of that shit. Give me my attention while I want it and when I'm done we can part ways, lol! It's not so cut and dry like that, but can I get more than a 5 min convo outta you? Or a response to a text sometime between leaving work, going out with the fellas or whatever and sleeptime? I don't like being a bugaboo and I def don't like being the sole person designated to initiate all interactions. That quickly gets tired and will cause me to lose interest. So he says he's going to call tomorrow before he goes to work. I'll keep an ear open!
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So fast forward about 10 hours. I've fallen asleep and woken up and continuing my post. Shawn didn't call. Here's my issue, don't say you're going to do something you're not going to do! It's better a man not vow than to vow and not keep it! Mad that I had to take it to scripture, but I'm a lil astounded.
Here's what I'm going to do. I'm going to not call or text him and see how long it will take for him to reach out to me. If he doesn't contact me in 1 week I will make the wtf call and call it a day. I'm not trying to be this man's number one priority, but can I get a decent 4 or 5? Before any of you start thinkin I'm tripin kinda early, this is a guy who said that he cares about me and is serious about getting to know me. I'm only acting based upon his own words.
I have pheumonia, and I'm gonna try not to stress it too much. Got my netflix, my drugs and my water. Bedrest here I come! :-(
Just Keep Wondering...
1 thoughts:
Honestly, I would say if he hasn't reached out in a week's time...he doesn't deserve a "WTF call." Those calls should go to those who you KNOW with 150 THOUSAND PERCENT certainty got your back, because they have PROVEN it in their actions...not just with empty words. That way when you make the call you know that the lack of communcation is just a mistaken oversigt on their part and not that the person is ignoring and has disregarded you....and if in a week you haven't heard from this dude, then it's most likely that you have be let go...if not also replaced. So save yourself the headache and forget about him, He isn't the one for you so make room for the one who will be.
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