I just have been going through some things with me on the personal level. I have heard alot of things that were here say and not alot of actual statements. I have also heard true opinions and thoughts but without reasoning I had no base of understanding on the opinions and thoughts. I have had ill-thoughts towards many people and this was wrong of me.
X: I'm sorry of the way we communicated. What you've said to Shawn was based on your knowledge only and you reacted the best way you knew how to react. You were a friend to Shawn the best way you knew how. I'm Glad you are there for him and again I am sorry. You have always had my back in the past. I just had to get over myself to realize what was going on.
Jermaine: I realize that you are close to Shawn. I know that you have his back no batter what. I don't know how this situation applies exactly to that of you and one of your past relationships but apparently it does. You failed to understand that you don't understand the situation because you are not in it. I wish that I could make you understand but I can't and I will not try to convince you. I thought you were putting me on blast in your blog (you may have or not) but I took real offense to that. Whereas you didn't know the entire situation there either. We haven't talked and I was too upset to talk to you and I was just boiling over with anger. I was very dismissive and dismissed you without you even knowing!
Brandon: You have called me occasionally. Thank you! I thought you gave all of your time to Shawn and I was jealous. I was bitter. I met you, I felt you was my friend! Emphasis on MY! While talking to you was OK, I really wanted to spend time with you. Every time I wanted to you were busy entertaining EVERYONE else BUT ME. I felt left out. Sorry yet again, but I had to get over myself.
Dave: You called me once and after you found out what happened, you never called me back that I can remember. I thought we were close but I never took into fact that you are extremely busy with work and your own boyfriend. I'm sorry for not seeing that and passing judgement on you.
I apologize because it is right and for me to be bettering myself I have to let go of all that weighs me down. I hope you all except my apology in the spirit it is given.
7 thoughts:
Hmmmmmmm...Ok this whole thing is getting a tad bit out of control if ya ask me. Everybody needs to just take a step back and let the TWO parties involved handle their business. That's all I have to say.
~Damnit!
I feel so excluded and clueless in what is goin on! It looks as though enough is happening, ummm I'll just say it takes a big dude to apologize to someone let alone do it in front of an entire audience of readers and friends! A very commendable amount of courage I have to you. I tip my hat to you!
As ailed littleknight said, "it takes a big dude to apologize" and take responsibility for their part and I believe that is a sign of tremendous growth for ANYONE.
I am of the firm belief that there are three sides to every story... yours, his and the truth. I am in no position to know the truth and can't formulate any type of opinion. I prefer being a sounding board anyway. I believe that most folks will work things out in a way that is suitable for their particular situation.
Fuzzy you know you my people an I kinda did choose sides, but I didnt have the opportunity like everybody else to hear your side of the story only shawn came to me and informed me of the unforturnate news an based off of that I kinda minimalized conversation (texting) with you. I know its not my place to be mad but i cant help the way I feel. S is a good person but im not going to go into details. I know it took alot for you to write this. I told you id be there for you no matter what. I put my feelings about everything to the side and continued to keep in contact with you.I just dont like seeing people down especially not shawn (hes always happy) so I will continue to be a friend to him the best way I can. As far as the whole advice giving aspect on "YALL TWO", you will not hear anything else from me. Its a dead issue and what you TWO deceide to do from here thats ya business.
Still got luv for ya Chitty Chitty. :-)
This shit happens all the time
sides is chosen,we as men need to
learn that silence is golden and
no one is ever completely right in
anything. Since from what I know and where I been ,shit could change
in an instant and then what....
Love is a trip manchild
I'm not privy to what's going on here, but you have to admire Fuzzy for recognizing that some things could've been handled and apologizing for his role in the confusion.
True friendships take effort and communication.
Good job.
Ummm haven't seen any posts in a little while. Don't be apologizing and then dipping off! Thats not cool!
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