Thank You

I'd like to thank everyone for thinking of me, praying for me, and supporting during the move into my new apartment. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You! Some called, some sent text messages, some sent instant messages, some came to the housewarming party and some sent their gifts. To all of you that, Thank You!

On to the meat! My emotions have been stable for the past few days, THANK GOD! I'm glad to be stable; it's relaxing! I'm just real exhausted. Tired all the time and yawning. With everything on my plate (bf, 2 jobs, church, apartment, party planning, money management, and future job prospects) I just wanna fall out every time I walk through the door! It's quite ok because things will not be like this always. 2009 has proven to be a year of change and will continue to be so. I'll be making what I wish to make and I'm confident in saying so!

Twitter is cool. I have been getting into it a lil bit and it is quite entertaining. There is prolly bunches more that I can do with it but one day. So those of you that don't know, follow me on twitter!

Twitter.com/fuzzychulo

According to the poll on my blog you guys want the opportunity to ask more questions. Since it wasn't an overwhelming response I wont burden you with more details about my life, lol! You're just gonna have to sit tight and wait for the next questions post and pay attention to the dates that you need to publish them!

Jesus is coming, random but true! Don't get caught out there wit ya business undone!

I wanna go on a road trip somewhere. I know I need to stop by Raleigh NC, Chicago IL, Montreal Canada, and I wanna go to Lake Michigan! I gotta get to one of these places this summer, I just have to! I wanna go kyacking and camping too... Anyone wanna come with?

My friend circle is seemingly in intensive care. We once were tight knit ride or die group of guys and KeKe (she prolly wont read this but she knows who she is!) There are now divisions in the group. Some are caused by life choices and others just by behavior. It's driving wedges and we are slowly falling apart. I can't do anything to save it because all of the issues are sensitive or none of my business. It's hard bearing everyone's grief and not being able to share it with anyone, not even Dre. Confidentiality is confidentiality. I see pending explosion and permanent division and it feels as if there is nothing I can do to stop it! I guess I'll pray and believe everything will work out for the best!

I want diamonds on my neck and Patron in my cup...

Victim of Humanity

Let me explain what was going on. So,Wednesday was the start of my shitty mood with the teacher that wanted to show me his ass. That then decided to filter itself into Thursday. Which crumbled the beginning of the day. I was subbing for the teacher who was served all the bad ass bastards that none of the other teachers wanted. The poor guy wasn't tenured and had a small voice so it happened. Anyway, in his classes, there was no authority laid, no rules enforced or anything. In plain English, the students ran that class. Therefore a clash between them and I all day in every classroom period! There were kids that wanted to fight me, kids that called me everything but a child of God, and God knows what else! Security didn't serve any help at all. They came, escorted the kids I kicked outta my class back with no disciplinary action at all! I mean substitute teachers have been stripped of most of their authority. The little we have doesn't go far. So when we assert that tiny bit of authority, and nothing happens, we become their equals. That means we can do nothing to them and we are on the same level as they are.

After school let out, I decided to come right on home. Dre was home and I grieved my day to him and he hopped on the train and ordered pizza to try to cheer me up. It was working. Then I took a slight nap. Woke up and was on my way to bible study. Drove there only to find out its canceled. Pet peeve, driving for no reason! I don't like that at all! So I decided to stop into Bob's discount furniture, to show Dre the pieces I picked out. There were 2 sets I fancied. A tan and dark brown leather combo and a brown combo. Moving on, cause I can sure digress! The saleswoman tried to get me to run the credit app for the financing. I relucted to consent. I knew what my credit looked like. Not the greatest. I didn't want to build my hopes up to have them crash down. I just hate disappointment. I ran it and was declined. It felt like a low blow for some reason. Like the rug had been pulled out from under me. I wanted to curl up in myself and release. I tried to hide it or shrug it off or whatever. I mean it felt like someone stacked the chips against me and glued together wit Krazy Glue so they would never fall! I attempted to move on.

On the way back home it seemed like everyone forgot their license at home and was actin like fools on the road. Folks were dancing in the middle of the highway, minivans got aggressive like the soccer mom president was late pickin up her baby! I just wanted to go home. I get here and Dre made me a drink. I had orange and rum. A drink I've had plenty of times before. This time it went to work extra quick. Idk what was happening but before long I had a carpet to clean up and stained Capri's and converses, calling Earl over the toilet. I was embarrassed and confused. I've always been able to hold my liquor. Never had a hangover and never been flat out drunk. And wasn't last night either! After that was over I either passed out or went to sleep. I can't remember which. I woke up to Dre being in a mood. I'm still feelin it. I woke up tipsy and groggy. I thought he was pissed over my antics last night but no, he was pissed to two conversations I was having with friends that he read on my phone. And that's when the anger began to grow. In my morning tipsiness, I believed that he thought I was cheating on him. I went the hell off! F this and F that etc... for my friends that know me and my situations and my personality I have grown in the past 10 months. Not grown but growing! I just 86'd everyone and needed time to my thoughts, and waited for them to become sober. Through sober convo with Dre later on this past afternoon, things were clearly communicated. Apologies shared and things began to move on for the better.

I'm human, I bleed red just like you do. I hurt like everyone else. And like everyone else I have a breaking point. I reached that today. I'm better now. Stomach is calm, nerves are calm and I'm looking to just relax. Thank you bloggers for being an ear for me! I apologize to everyone I've ignored today also. I'm turning my twitter alerts back on now and my IMs too. See y'all later!

Why does it continue?

I'm over being a good boyfriend. I'm over doin shit the right way. I'm over trying to change for the good and constantly get shitted on. Fuzzy do this, fuzzy do that! Daniel come here, Daniel go there! Fuck that shit! I'm over it!!!

I'm gonna fucking disappear. Don't look for me, don't call me, don't text me cause I'm not gonna respond. Blip me off your damn map. I don't exist until further notice. Deuces...

It's 11:59am and I just don't know!

I really don't know where my life is headed. I know this is gonna sound like "here we go again, fuzzy is gonna start complaining!" but this is more informative as opposed to whining. My work life is that of a surreal one. It's filled with coworkers that gossip, complain and are just jaskasses. I had a run in with the jackass yesterday and I ran into the gossipers today! This guy went off on me in front of some students for foolishness. I can't take foolishness! I mean I get it from the students all day, why do I need it from the staff also? Apparently, there is heat with substitutes attire. I've never been sat down, talked to, informed, or reprimanded for my attire. However, staff feels the need to talk about me behind the scenes. Did they forget that all the students know me and the majority look out for me? Did they forget that I have ears all over the school? What the hell? Like I wasn't going to find out.

::VENT::

Okay, on to more pressing issues... Pause: these lil nigga bitches gonna have me throw one out the damn window! I think I just need a nap or some shit. I'm about to lay down my salvation for real! Uggghhhhhh!!! This period 8 is gonna drive me up a fucking wall! Okay fuzzy, breathe... You can get through this... Back to the post!

Wait I forgot why I started this post... I can't take it... I'll get back to you when I gather my thoughts. I need a nap...

A spin on love songs!

Sometimes, it's not about what you say it's how you say it and who you're you saying it to! This was such a great watch and it really fed me! What I liked about this video is he kept it so everyone could get something, the young and the not so young! Check out... I hope you like it! For the ones that are technically handicapped, click this text and you'll be directed to the video! lolol

50 Things About Me

1) Favorite object in your room? My Security Blanket

2) Have you ever smoked heroin? Nah, That's not cool!

3) Do you own guns? No Guns! I dont believe in them!

4) If you could have lunch with someone dead or alive who would it be? Jesus

5) What is your favorite food? Beef Wellington

6) Last person you kissed? Dre

7) Favorite song? I dont have one, It would be something from the gospel genre

8) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Orange Juice

9) Can you do push-ups? Of course!

10) Can you do a chin up? Yea, who can't? lol Obviously the majority of America!

11) What's your favorite piece of jewelry? The gold chain my neice gave me!

12) Do you like blue cheese? Yummy! Where's the wings?

13) What is your bagel of choice? Cinnamon Raisin

14) What is one thing you like about yourself? I am always trying to better myself...

15) What's one trait that you hate about yourself? I tend to procrastinate often

16) What's your middle name? Tyrone

17) Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? I wanna throw a student outta the window. I wish I was taking a nap. I'm kinda horny right now...

18) Name 3 things you bought today? Fruit salad, Chicken rice soup, and ummm a banana

19) Name 3 -5 drinks you drink regularly? Apple Juice, Cranberry Juice, Orange Juice, Fruit Punch and Green tea

20) Current worry? Failing in my career

21) Current hate right now? erectile disfunction

22) Current wish? A cure for all diseases which currently have no cure

23) How did you bring in the New Year? Praying

24) Where would you like to be right now if you could choose? Sleeping in my bed in the house on the hill that I don't have yet!

25) Name three people who will complete this? Chile... I can't think of 3

26) What CD is in your player or car right now? I gotta go get a CD player, I got the standard VW tape deck in my car...

27) What shirt are you wearing right now? A fashionable black polo with snaps with a flared collar. brown detail makes the short go hard!

28) Do you like sleeping on satin sheets? yes!

29) Can you whistle? no

30) Favorite color? Primary favorite color is blue, and secondary favorite color is gray

31) Would you be a pirate? nah

32) Where is your cell phone? in my left hand (as i type with my right hand)

33) Do you like the cold or the hot weather? I prefer hot, only because for me its harder to get sick in warm weather.

34) Do you sleep on the right or left side of the bed? all sides of the bed!

35) What's in your pocket? $.95, chap stick, wallet, pen, and 2 packs of maple & brown sugar oatmeal. (didn't gat a chance to make it this morning)

36) Last thing that made you laugh? Co Worker said she's a virgin!

37) Best bed sheets growing up? idk... as long as there was a sheet down I was cool wit it!

38) What is your favorite candle scent? Sugar cookie

39) Do you love where you live? No

40) How many TVs do you have in your house? 1

41) Who is your loudest friend? Dre (the bf) but if that doesn't count, then Xavier)

42) How many dogs do you have? 0

44) What is to your left? a classroom of ignorant students

45) What is your favorite movie? The reigning movie is still "The Devil Wears Prada"

46) What is your favorite tv show? 24

47) What sport do you prefer to watch on tv? none

48) Where is the next place you want to travel to? Puerto Rico

49) What were you doing at midnight? Prolly working. Hopefully home in my bed...

50) First thought after you woke up this morning? Do I have to go to work?

Fuzzy is on Twitter!

Y'all check me out on Twitter! Http://www.twitter.com/fuzzychulo

New York! Flavor Flav?

I mean really! Doesn't that look like New York?

And if that don't look like Flavor Flav, I'll be damned!!!

Updated just for you K.C.!!!

Toilet Paper Test

I can't take it! I just can't take it! I can proudly say that, while soft, I made it through roll! Get this, ummm the roll was a tight fit too! Yeah!!! I kinda feel sorry for the guy!

WTF Wednesday!

I simply just dont understand this dude! But it had me laughin out loud!