May 25, 2008

I am Happy!

I am just happy. Things are going great at church, things are going great at work, things are great with Shawn, and there is not much someone can say to me to bring me down. I found a replacement seat for my car, GREAT! I am going to be fixing the door next, GREAT! I am making moves! Once my car is in good working order than I will be charging $3 per person per ride. This will cover some maintenance, gas, and things to help keep my car running! I love y'all from the bottom of my heart, but gas and maintenance on this car is too damn expensive! Y'all gotta pay!

My weekend is coming to a close and I am over D & D house and I am kickin it back. Went to the movies on saturday and had a night out on friday night at this nice diner, Family Diner, in South Orange, NJ. I loved it!

Things I need to do to place me in a better mood is find a summer job or a nice job that I wouldn't mind doing full time, get my stimulus check, and go shopping! :-)
I hope you all had a enjoyable weekend. I am just HAPPY!

May 18, 2008

Questions Answered

I figured that I would give a lil time to answer the questions. While the questions are rolling in, I thought I would start answering them so it wouldn't much of a task to do later! So here I am:

Darius T. Williams:
1. What do you admire the most about Shawn? I admire his creativeness. It is something that I have always wanted to have as a part of my personaliy but was not blessed with in abundance!

2. If you could fix one thing about Shawn what would it be? I would fix his self image! He is such a creative guy, so handsome and motivated but he gets in the dumps at the smallest thing sometimes. I wish he could see himself as I see him, a strong man! A handsome MAN!

3. How did you and Shawn meet? Shawn and I met on A4A I believe. I was going through a personal matter and was fed up with meeting guys that would only take advantage of me. We met as friends one day we were bored. He was hesitant but he had me over anyway. We layed on the couch and watched a movie and fell asleep. Completely innocent. Hands were rubbing legs and I believe that is when I wanted to look for more with him. Lets just say I was determined and I got what I wanted!

4. How do you think God views you and Shawn? Honestly, I am not sure! I am building my relationship with God right now and I hope to find out soon!



Bullet Proof Soul:
1. What do you consider to be your greatest inspiration and your biggest disappointment? My greatest inspiration would be music. Gospel makes up the majority of that category but some R&B fills in some of that gap too! It truly inspires me, energizes me, motivates me, encourages me and much more! My biggest disappointment would be myself. I held myself up so high and expected much more than I am doing right now. I constantly disappoint myself day after day. Hopefully, that will change!

2. What is the one possession you can't live without? My Security Blanket! It holds so much sentimental and emotional value in it. I remember When my grandmother died the only thing in reach was my yellow blanket. When nobody would listen to my problems, I sat in a corner and thought with my blanket. When my mom tucked me into bed at night she placed the blanket on me first. It was a gift from one of my mothers closest friends and a spiritual voice for myself. My first time without it was senior year in High School. It was a trip and my dad hid it from me. I was depressed the entire retreat! I hated him for weeks for that!

3. If you could go back to ten years ago, what would you tell yourself? take value in the small things in live and learn from others' mistakes. I took many things for granted. I wish that I hadn't!



Sean Stone:
1. What was your first sexual experience with a guy like? My first sexual experience with a guy happened at a very young age. I might of been 8. I didn't know what sex was but I was fascinated at how it made me feel. I would rub and hug and rool around and wrestle. My first sexual experience, knowing what sex was like was like was terrible. I hadn't had intercourse yet and the guy took advantage of me. It was impromptu with a random guy. I don't even know his name!

2. How do you destress/relax when you feel drained? I listen to music, I take extended length baths, or sleep. Music calms my soul, baths give me physical rest and sleep rests my mind. I like to do all three all the time at the same time! Falling asleep in a hot bathtub, while listening to music! :-)

3. Where do you see yourself 2 years from now? I see myself stable. I don't plan much to happen in two years. My only hope is that I am stable and in good health. That would be a huge accomplishment for me!


j_shanlin:
1. What things/people have shaped you into the man you are today? I give credit to 4 people that help shape me into my present being. My mother, godparents, and big brother Patrick. My mother stood as my physical parents who provided everything I could need and ask for as a child. My god parents provided the reinforcement. My brother provides the continuation and the application from someone who has been there before!

2. What are your favorite foods to eat/cook? Favorite things to eat are Beef Burgundy, Dutches Potatoes, Steamed Broccoli, Fried Chicken/Pork Chops, and baked Macaroni & Cheese. Favorite foods to cook Any things braised, sauteed or stir-fried and Mayonaisse! Mayo is hard but I like fresh mayo compared to Hellmans (aka garbage) anyday of the week!


YoungBlack&DL:
1. What's your favorite dish at the Olive Garden? I love them all, gosh! I would have to say the Lobster with the fettuccini and I think there was spinich with it! It was the most memorable! Yum!!!

2. Do you like your left side or your right side? I like my right side a bit better. I tend to lean to the right, my right eyebrow I can raise, when I pat my feet, the right one is the one that takes over, I am right handed (mostly) I am just a right kinda guy! Left side hardly gets any play! lol

3. Can you have a relationship, with just "Oral" communication?... *wink* I believe you can! A relationship is just sharing moments with each other. That can be oral. I am gonna take the *wink* as a different type of question and say if the oral communication is good, definately! I can get down with that!

4. Have you ever eaten fish...hmm? I love fish! I don't like porgees though! too many bones. Give me a filet any day of the week! If you are talking about figureative fish, GOSH NO!!!!!

5. What's your favorite dish at Le Red Lobster? I have only been there twice, not enough to have a favorite!

6. And uh..hmm...what's your favorite color? I go back and forth between blue and gray! Blue has been my favorite color since a young age but I just started gravitating to shades of gray! IDK!


ponoono:
1. Who do u fantasize about when you are having sex with Shawn? I don't really fantasize much but I do remember once placing myself up in the air by the clouds. there were violins playing and it was so sweet. the violins symbolize me being touch and stroked in just the right places while elevating me to an unknown place of extasy.


Curio:
1. So what bothers you most about the person you're closest to? The closest person I would have would be my brother. He knows me the best. I believe it bothers me that I cannot be open with him sexually because he will render judgement!

2. What's the best way to get your motor running when it comes to sex? I get turned on by spanish porn. I don't know why it turns me on so much but it does! Drives me crazy! The idea that I am about to get a blow job turns me on too! That is the sexual favor that i put up there with intercourse!

3. Do you ever wish you were straight? I do wish sometimes that I was straight. I don't have to worry about judgement. You have more in common with the world who is prodiminately straight. You don't have to hide. You won't have to worry about who sees you in church actin any kinda way...


One Man’s Opinion:
1. If you were a straight man do you think you would be homophobic? I think I would not be a homophobe but I do believe i might try to keep my distance. I am somewhat impressionable! I would acknowledge the gays but I don't think I would make it a habit of regularly socializing.


Ladynay:
1. What side of the bed do you sleep on? I like to sleep on the right side of the bed.

2. How long was your longest relationship? My longest relationship is the one I am in right now! :-) Shoutout to Shawn!!!

3. Are you out to your church? I am definately NOT out to my church! I think First lady is tryin to be nosy. She keep askin me about why no girlfriend!!! lol

4. What's your favorite meal to eat? to cook? (J Shanlin asked this already) Favorite things to eat are Beef Burgundy, Dutches Potatoes, Steamed Broccoli, Fried Chicken/Pork Chops, and baked Macaroni & Cheese. Favorite foods to cook Any things braised, sauteed or stir-fried and Mayonaisse! Mayo is hard but I like fresh mayo compared to Hellmans (aka garbage) anyday of the week!

5. Are you comfortable in your skin? I would say I am not comfortable in my skin. I am satisfied but I am not yet comfortable. There needs to be some upgrades in my life and my mind before I can say that I am comfortable being in my own skin!

6. Are you aware that you look like a completely different dude when your facial hair has grown out? Yea I was just looking at some pics and comparing them to another beard style that I have. I am going for a more grown look. I am tired of the kids asking how old I am! not tryin to give them a reason to try me!

7. How was your mothers day? My mothers day was the feeling of "ehhh" It was not bad, but I cannot say that there was anything good that happened. Yes, I cried, but only for a brief moment. I believe last mother's day I boo hoo'd! It was better than Last year but still not what it used to be like.

8. Do you still hang with that pastor and his family you blogged about awhile ago? I do still hang out with them. They are fun and like real parents to me. I kinda felt like a orphan, even though I live with my father, when I lost my mother. They are not replacing them but providing that loving feeling she once gave me!

9. Who is your best friend and why? I would say my best friend would be Derron, also known as Dapper D. He has been my big brother to talk about anything I could ever want to talk about. he tells me when I am right and when I am wrong. He has been there in my high times and in my very very low times. He is full of energy and personality. I look up to him and someday want to be where he is now.

10. Left or right handed? I am right handed, but once was ambedextrious.

11. You can go anywhere in the world, money not an issue, where will you go and if anyone who would you take? This may sound cheesy, but I would like to go to the place where the body of Jesus rose again! There is a place where I know I can enter the holy of holies!

12. What's your most prized tangible item that you own? My high school class ring. It is worth about 4-500 dollars. I purchased it with my grandmothers money I was left with when she passed away my sophomore year in high school.

13. Everyone thinks it's trash, but it's treasure to you. What is this item? My Security Blanket. At any given moment I dare not leave around certain people, they will treat it any ole way! My Dad was caught with his stinky feet on it one day! I did all of curse him out!

14. Where do you see yourself 365 days from now? Having some kinda money and being at least somewhat more stable than I am now.



Promiscuous X:1. Do you like being a bottom for your man? I do enjoy being a bottom for my man yes!

2. Do you swallow? Yes I do swallow! LoL

3. Do you jerk off with your left or right hand? Both hands. I get more pleasure with lubricant from my left hand and a dry jerk with my right hand

4. How many times in a day? I can go weeks without jerking off. There is no set amount that I jerk

5. Do you think Mariah Carey & Nick Cannon will last long? I think that they will have a nice hollywood marriage. It will last until they both are tired of it.

6. Would you ever dress in drag? Yes I would. I do not know if I would go out in public dressed up though

7. What's your fetish? I don't really have a fetish. I am pretty normal appetite for sex. Now I may be kinky lol...

8. Last but not least....If you and shawn ever had a 3sum who would it be realisticly or fantasy? Shawn would want Obama or Will Smith, but he probably would not want to share. I would want a friend or ex of mine, but that would be awkward. I honestly our preferences for each other would prevent us from having a threesome!



Ailed LittleKnight:
1. If you were to advertise your dick in a written ad, what would you say? Not too thick, not too thin. Not too long, not short at all! Brownskin and full of flavor, a dick that you will definately savor. Jump on it now, ride it quick, come and claim this juick DICK!!!!

2. Do you think Shawn would be open to a threesome? I think he would be open to the idea, but i think that is all it would be is an idea.

3. Finish this line "I wanna be the very best, like no one ever was__________." To catch them is my real test, to train them is my cause. I will travel across the land searching far and wide, Each polemon to understand the power that's inside POKEMON, gotta catch em all! I am sooooo mad that I remembered that on a whim!

4. How is your car running? It is running lol! I just need to make sure it stays running!



Cash S.:
1. Would you or have you ever dated a fat guy? I would definately date a fat guy! It would not be my number one pick but I am always open to possibilities!

2. Are you out to your family? Absolutly MAYBE! lol I told my brother and my father that I used to get down and they were besides themselves. I would not do it again. At the very same time, I know they are not dumb. They must know...

3. Do they [your family] know about Shawn? My brother does.

4. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? With a salary, on the way to being settled into my happiness. Life is short, I may want to have a kid too! Maybe even a picked fence!!!


ShawnQt:
1. Why are you always pinning me down and trying to kill me? I had to sit back and really think about this one. I did it the firsttime because you pissed me off by doing something! Then afterwards, it was just funny to watch and listen to! lol

2. You have gone through some ups and downs with friends, how do you feel about friendship now? I feel that friendship is very conditional. I think that at the drop of a dime most people would leave you by yourself without too much thought. Friends will stick with you through thick and thin, the good bad and the ugly! Friends won't choose sides only to leave you hanging out there alone. A true friend is a family member that has that deep love for you but shares no blood. I will never list who my friends are because there might be some feelings hurt. I question people's loyalty and motives. I try to give people my all and be as honest as possible I rarely get that in return!

3. What is the secret recipe to your famous fried chicken? Ummm its just that, a secret recipe! lol I'll give you a hint, its nothing soulful!

4. Why do you feel like you didn't you enjoy your birthday party? There was so much going on at my birthdat party. I enjoyed the company, I didn't enjoy the experience! I invited some people that i thought I was close with, and they never showed or called. I was horny and didn't get any, while there was fish there and she got her twat eaten out! Damn u God-Sis, she got more play than I did! I was goin thru somethin emotional at the time and that was on my mind and I had liquor making that worse! I just wasn't there...

5. If you was a car, which car would you be? Infiniti G35

6. Does your church family help in the absense of your real family or just make you miss them more? I think it is a healthy mix of both. They provide that parenting role when needed and its helpful. Then at times they just remind me of momma! I miss my mom every day that passes by. They enhance that feeling at times!

7. What is going through your head when your drunk? Nothing! I believe that when I am drunk I lose my inhibitons. Everything that is in my mind comes out when I am drunk. I know what I am saying and I am conscious of what I say. The only thing I have no control over what I say. It is always tied to my emotions, personal desires and thoughts. There is an immediate release!

8. What have you learned about yourself in being in a relationship with me? I have learned patience, and that I should definately ask questions! I have learned how to give and take. Not many realize, this is my first real relationship. Everything is a new experience for me.

9. Most of our friends blog. Which blog (based on content) do you admire most? Admire? Hmmm, what blog would I hold a high opinion of? I like all of the blogs, but one that pops outta my head right now is Derron's Blog. He is doing something that is helping those that are unfortunate. Not publicizing events about the latest gay bash. Not stirring up controversy. He is getting his feet wet doing something that counts! I wish I could be like him. One day...

10. Same question for any blogger you met through blogging. I am not sure if I can answer this question with a good response. I read alot of blogs and alot of them are nice to read. They monitor their lives or they post about things that provide comic relief. I can't really admire much about current events or what happened last weekend. If I had to choose, I would say Darius' blog. He is about progress. I am gravitated to his blog and I enjoy reading it!

11. Why are you so shy to be on video? Call me crazy, I don't wanna see my video's up on youtube. I don't wanna be someplace in life and bring up something stupid I said on cam in a drunken moment and cost me alot in my future! It happens all of the time!

12. How much do you think my bootie is worth? (I need a price)! It must be worth more than the mega million! I can't wait until I win the fuckin lottery!

13. And last... Since everyone is asking about us having a threesome... Me and you have been signed on to do film a porno. We have to choose three bloggers to get it on in there own threesome... I'm the camera man, your the director... how would you set up the scenes to get the hottest moments to make the entire blogsphere cum from the window to the wall? Well I would pick "so last night i...", "humility731", "ailed knight". I would have ailed knight laying on a bed in his beater and some boxers watching some porn. In come Humility and SLNI they join him on the bed. They are all playin with their dicks and Ailed takes his boxers off. He grabs humility and forces him down on his dick. "Suck that dick" Ailed yells! Ailed is moaning and groaning. There is sudden quiet as SLNI gets up and shoves his dick into ailed's mouth!

From the onsight, all you san see is a brownskin thick dick making its was down the throat of Ailed. Stroke after stroke, deeper and deeper, Ailed deepthroated! All you can hear is the suckin and subtle squeeks from the bed. You hear a gasp for air as humility731 dismounts his mouth from Ailed's dick. They now manouver themselves so that SLNI is stomach down on the bed. Ailed spreads his legs, and his cheeks, to welcome in his tongue. It drifted from the now glistening hole to the seemingly ripe balls, on the way to pleasure his meat from his behind. The pleasure sound was multplied with moans and grunts from humility731 as SLNI sucked his dick.

Shiftin and turning, the pleasure continues. I high pitched moan sounded. The tongue that once was in SLNI's ass, was replaced with Ailed's dick. Rhythmatic slaps of skin to skin, increasing with speed. SLNI holding on to the bed, too busy to continue sucking dick. Humility731 leans forward and begins a liplock with Ailed and plays with his nipples.

"Turn him over", Humility says, "Its my turn!" Missionary position and a change of the guard! Legs in the air and the curve enters the wet and stretched hole. twist and squirm SLNI tried to take the dick. Slowly in and out it didn't take long. Five minutes of repitition and X marks the spot. Climax all over his chest! Dismount!

Ailed, laying on his side, is now jerking that straight dick. Humility731 offers to push his out as well! His right leg is raised and lubed up right before Humility731 enters in. Ailed tightenes the muscle and tries to milk the dick before the magic stick taps that spot. They embrace each other making it sensual. Both moaning crazy, they announce the expectantly soon arrival of the cumshed. As headboard knocks and the bed sqeeks, they alert together, "I'm Coming!!!" "ohhh ohhh dammm shit" and silence in savory of the moment.

I hope that answers the question!!!


CAPTAIN:
1. What is your perception of faith? My perception of faith is one that I can do anything! I believe faith can go farther than the mind can wonder and the eyes can see. I believe we cannot manifest the full power of our faith. If we did then we would not have as many problems as we do.

2. Do you believe you are doing as God wills for you to do or be? I feel I am doing as God wills. I feel I could be doing such a better job at it at the same time! There are many areas that I could use to tidy up in my life to make me more in line with the will of God.

3. Could you walk away from the relationship from Shawn if God says for you to do so? If God Tells me flat out and I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that it is God saying it, I would have no choice. Bad things happen when you tell God no! Sorry Shawn, God comes first! He is the HEAD of my life!

4. What is your flesh weaknesses? I have a weakness for sex. I like it too much. I have a weakness in the content of my diction. The curses that tend to fall from my mouth is way too often and is becoming a real problem!

5. What do you desire the most? I desire to to have a supernatural gift! Realistly speaking, I would say I want life, liberty and happiness! I desire to make the american dream come true for myself!

6. Given that HIV/AIDS are spreading, do you fear you will catch it? I actually have never feared that I would catch HIV. It was never a thought of mine. I would not play with it, if I knew I was around it.

7. On the subject of love- what is the greatest, quintessential purpose for it? I believe that it was given to us as a tool to bond us together with other people. "Love thy neighbor as thyself." You use love as a romantic bond in relationships; as a friendship bond between friends and family. It is what connects you to someone!

8. Who would you die for if need be? To trade my life for someone else's would be a great act. As of now I do not think anyone would do that for me. That makes me question who I would die for. My mom, if she lived I would trade my life for. I say that only because that is how I felt as I watched the life leave her body. I woulda traded my life for hers in a minute! I cannot think of anyone else.

9. What do you consider holy? (If you're a christian or other religion) Holy, to me, is having a deep personal and spiritual relationship with God. Holy is living only to please God to the BEST OF ONE'S ABILITIES. Daily repenting with a true intent of being Christ-like! I believe the more you are like Christ, the holier you are!

10. What is a relationship with God? A relationship with God is the level of communication with God. A good relationship with God would be having a steady and consistant line of communication with God. Telling him what you are, what you feel, being open and honest. Accepting what God has for you and living a holy and acceptable life in God's eyes!

May 09, 2008

Riddle Me This







I was reading Life Experiences 101, with Darius T. Williams, and I was very impressed with how his post regarding the questions came off! I got to Darius so much the better and I would like to give my readers the same opportunity. Anonymous readers are more than welcome to ask questions as well...


I hope this will be fun and informative for you and me too!

May 04, 2008

My Refuge

I just asked a question,
"Why do I blog?"
When I type the things I type,
What do I really mean?

Many of you wonder,
Why I type these posts?
At times I need a shelter,
Refuge in I wonder...

I blog to make me happy!
I blog to set me free!
I vent what's on my mind,
Relax and let me be me!

So when each post is over,
Some of you say, AMEN!
But my mind just keeps on spinning,
And it shall never end!

We should all cross that river,
To study war no more!
Remember where you came from
And where you ought to go!

So if somebody asks you,
Whats up with fuzzy?
Lift your hands and be a witness,
and let the whole world know!

I blog to make me happy!
I blog to set me free!
I vent what's on my mind,
Relax, and let me be me!

That's the reason why I blog!
That's the reason why I blog!
That's the reason why I blog!
That's the reason
why
I blog!

May 01, 2008

Where Did It Go?

Okay, something has been bothering me! As a male, there are many times where we define ourselves by our sexuality. That includes sex appeal, physique, ability and performance. Not too long ago I was involved in sexual acts, with you know who, and I was really feelin it as i was being jerked off. I was on my stomach and he busted in the crack of my ass. It was HOT!!! He continued to jerk me off and I am moaning and about to climax. The moment inches up and my body gets tight in preparation. Here it comes...


It felt great! I mean i was sweating and felt tired directly after, like I had done ten rounds with a power bottom that couldn't nut! So the next thing I hear is, "Baby, did you nut?" I said, "Yea, what do you mean did I nut?" I was simply confused at why he would ask such a question. He said, "Nothing came out!" I turned over and examined myself. To my surprise, my dick was so very dry! No Nut! I think this is the cause of my recent period of non excitement. I don't know what happened! I'm 23 and shooting blanks!

On another note, I have alot of school work to do and I have to be focused for the next few weeks. For those that chill with me regularly, don't take it to heart if I am off the map. I don't wanna fail because I was having fun. I will try to make time for the bloggers but the same goes for you too! I will be here but I have 3 reports and finals to study for.

Be easy Ya'll...

April 26, 2008

Mornin Manna Official Debut

I have started my second blog. There is one more to come, stay tuned! I hope you like it!


Late but on time!!!






The video was taken on my cell phone, not the best but I thought I would post it anyway!



April 21, 2008

Blogger Reunion, This is my story!!!

Hot from the press! As most of you know, the blogger family reunion was this past weekend. In attendendance was myself, Shawnqt, Promiscous X, Ty-Aspire, Mr. Jones, Darius T. Williams, E, That Dude Right There, Joey Bahamas, J Shanlin, Andre Allen II, Cocoa Rican, and Nia. Excuse me if I am leaving anyone out, its type early.
FRIDAY
Once arriving on Friday, I was simply put aggravated. I was pissed, lol. I wanted to leave early but I just couldn't get any dirt behind me. Coming from Jersey, running into traffic just would of been probable. I wanted to sit in as least traffic as possible. We left at some change after 7pm, it would be safe to say we were on the road at 7pm. We hit traffic in many locations and spots on rt 95. Uuhhhhhhhh I was so over it! Any way, fast forward... upon entering the meeting place, The Homewood Inn & Suites, I started with my first drink. My prior aggravation began to fastly slip away. I started my weekend of fun within 30 min of the drink! We talked, bugged out and just had a good time till the early hours of the morning. Jared, Shawn, joey, Ty, X and I went to Jared's house. We continued the fun there. Let me tell you all, we are on the way to Heaven and I am enjoying the trip!!!
SATURDAY
After waking at approximately 10ish, all 6 of us began to shower! It was a long process between the ironing and the grogginess. I was excited for the Saturday. We planned for a breakfast but didn't get started to around 1pm. I didn't pay attention to it but i was hungry and everyone else too! I was called upon to prepare the breakfast. Yay, some asked if I was okay with cooking, I was PERFECTLY FINE WITH IT!!! I love cooking and it was therapeutic and a pleasure to cook for everyone. I wish i could of cooked more! We finished with breakfast at about 4 or 5ish. (did you catch that?) The conversation began. We were watching somebody's basketball game on the tube and talking about how some smelled of fried chicken in the elevator and other things that simply made me GAG!!! I am sure that someone else will go into details with that (i am not a very detail oriented person when it comes to memory).
We left to get ready and started planning our night out. This consisted of meeting up around 10 and headed to the city (DC) to clubbin. Things didn't go quite as planned, so we headed to another place called Momo's. It was sooo cool! My fun started here. With my creeper, 2 LITs, a shot, and something fruity as hell! I ended downing the last drink in 20 secs, the place was closing! Then we went to Alice's (that name may be spelled wrong). On the way we caught an audience. Some guy (race will not be disclosed) decided to comment on how crazy and nasty we were. Norris, Ty and I seemed to be the only ones that caught air of these comments from the street stander that didn't know how to mind his damn business. Norris and I were about to lite! He seemed to have it handled verbally so i was just there for ad lib or support lol!!! In short we dismissed the METHer and went inside to more fun.
The old ass "maitre d" decided to give us much. She, and I lose that pronoun figuratively, decided, after some ad lib going back and fourth, to tell us to go to hell. AND LET THAT BE THE REASON for us to start cuttin up. That pussy ass dude did everything from meow to switch off in her cuntness! She gave it and we gave it back to her tenfold. It was hilarious! The night was about done after we left. Snoring in the front seat all the way home to passing out shortly after entering Jared's house!
SUNDAY
We wake up and the indecisiveness of going out to lunch was increasing. X, Norris, Andre, E and Joey were already gone. They had to be back for work appointments etc so forth and on! They had to go! lol I wished they could of stayed! Any who, Shawn, Jared, Ty and I decided to meet up for lunch at The Outback Steakhouse with Mr. Jones, Nia, Darius, and Cocoa. We ate talked and did a getting to know you exercise. This was the high light of the weekend to me, getting to know everyone! I am sooo glad that I decided to come along! We hung around and continued to talk about whatever came up afterwards on the outside of the restaurant and just chilled for maybe another 30+ minutes. Might of been a hour, time flies when you're having fun! That was the dismissal point for everyone.
I had sooo much fun and I am anticipating the next one. I was going to go into details but I didn't have time to get into details. I am in the school's PC lab and supposed to be on hall duty! Plus, I have to get my "Mornin Manna" out to the people! I will leave the details up to Mr. Jones! He is good for the details! The many many details that he can give would be so much more intense. Check him out at http://amerikasmuse.blogspot.com/

April 10, 2008

Mirror Me Goodbye

I look in the mirror and I see a standing me.
Closed eyes wonder what is deeper.
Imagery paints a dirty being still yet standing.
The tainted mind forces eyes to open in disgust.
Fearful eyes capturing potential in a standing me.

Distasteful features and traits, Mirror Me.
Mirror Me, chained with personal oppression.
Longing for desire and life's spices, Mirror Me.
Mirror Me, standing strong but yet struggling.
A work in progress, Mirror Me.
Mirror me, Wearily standing.
Saying goodbye to Mirror Me!





Have you ever sang a song to yourself?

April 05, 2008

This - Me - That

If you had little time left, you would cherish me. What do you do when you have all the time in the world? Would you cherish me still? Would you take me for granted? We we see each other, do you show your love like you'll never see me again?




Me


The thought, the very sight of you... The X's and O's and all of the mental memos. The master of a puppet and the strings on a violin, you play me and I move. I get in that zone and I can be there in serenity just with my thoughts. Damn, when I see you...