Tryin Not To Call...

There's this thing called space. People need it. It's required. When you invade someone's space, they change. Some become angered, antsy, nervous and agitated. While that holds true for what I believe to be most people, I think some remain unbothered. I'm an unequal mix of both. If u invade my space when I want u to be here, you're welcomed, but don't overstay your welcome because fuzzy will change!

Nobody's Suppose To Be Here

The last time I saw Gabe was Saturday when his pops rescued us from my stranded car. YES, THAT DAMNED CAR AGAIN!!! I got busy with work Saturday night and church on Sunday and I missed him being here. Here near me. I missed his sarcasm, his rawness, he gangsta ghetto charm, that nightly embrace, and the morning cuddle exchanging each others morning breath! I sent him a few texts and got fewer responses. Yea, I miss him.

This would be the point where I've finally fell. Didn't happen right away, but I saw progression. Infatuation never occurred, but bonding happened in a huge way. I think I impacted him more than he's impacted me. At any rate, when I think about you more times in a day than most regular things, I've fallen for you. What bothers me at the current point is acknowledging the pain I'd feel if I had to walk away. I'm pass just paying it, I'm at the stage where I'm adjusting my life in anticipation of future happenings. A major reason contributing to why I miss him.

I'm tryin not to call. We've only spent like 3 whole weeks together, why can't I give him a day or two to himself? I don't know, maybe I'm selfish... possibly stingy? Wish he'd call me...

Ginuwine - Stingy ( Live )

Just Keep Wondering...