Steven

One thing that I said I'd never do was date someone that was in another state, despite how close the state was. Some guy came in under the radar and suckered me in with his personality, sexy voice and disarmed me with his southern charm. Let me set it up...

It was Sunday and i was home not doing very much. i was online doing nothing fast and i hit someone up with greetings and asking how his afternoon was. he said he was going out to eat and to call him. i sent him a text message stating my name and and online profile affiliation, to let him know who I was, and he responded with "guess you afraid to talk". I looked at the phone and did like a wtf thing wit my face. Did this guy just call me out? I wasn't feelin it. So, I showed him how afraid I was and I called him. That's where it started...

When the ring stopped, and he answered the phone, I melted in place to the sound of his voice. It was a matured deep voice, stereotypically urban (with the yo's and man's), dressed with southern a swagged accent. He reminded me of Dre for a quick moment. It was one of the things I liked instantly about Dre was his accent. Ohio I believe he was from. Anyway, moving on... we talked and he wanted me to come out to dinner. I was honest wit him and told him I couldn't because of auto problems. He said he understood. We continued to talk for about a couple more minutes and he said he'd talk to me after dinner.

Tell me why I was excited in anticipation for a phone call? Nah really, someone tell me why! I mean it was the level of I aint seen a lover in quite some time and I can't wait to see you! That's the kinda feeling I was having toward this upcoming phone call. Well, it came and we talked for a brief moment more. I get the feeling that he's not a phone type of person. the longest convo that we've had was about 10 mins and subsequent calls were a few mins at a time.

The after dinner convo informed me that he was from Florida. I said Florida. I thought Florida? My head sank in thought of Florida. That is far. I really didn't wanna get attached to something, or someone, so far away. That's just a short trip to the heartbreak hotel. The nex thing you know I'll be posting a Whitney Houston video on the blog! I'm not really down for it but something in me does wanna give it a try. I've never tried out something long term before. I always thought that long distance things don't work. Adversely, I'm a fan of trying something once before I knock it. This should be interesting. He's a top too. That's something I said I wouldn't do again either. Would it even get that far? Time will only tell.

Just Keep Wondering...

FYI: I was thinkin on a few things after I wrote this post, 3 days ago, and I wanted to write the new developments. Steven is a cool guy, but I wont be able to manage trying to see someone thats hundreds of miles away. That just wont work for me. He'll be a great vacation spot. and someone to spend some time with when he gets here but I just can't commit to someone that I can't touch for weeks and weeks, maybe even months, at a time.

He still makes me smile. I still think about him. Since I can't touch him, I gotta throw up my hands!

Keep On Wondering!