IDK About Eric...

There are some things that are bothering me about Eric. The fact that he indicated that he was a bottom and not he's hinting at other things. I'm not complaining by any means, but I'm only noting the inconsistency. I'm starting to feel a lil off concerning him. I still like him but I just don't know how far this will go.

I can't say that I don't have commitment issues, however admitting to commitment issues may be going just a lil too far. I enjoy being committed with someone, but I don't know how committed I would be if there are things in question. Sexual satisfaction, mental availability and commonalities keep my attention. If there is nothing we can relate to, there will be nothing we will be able to talk about. If I'm not sexually satisfied then my eyes will wonder. I've been in situations before where my sexual attention wasn't being fulfilled. It took a great deal to keep my dick in my pants and my ass out the air. I feel that being successful in that was a great step toward self improvement. However, my efforts didn't seem appreciated nor were greatly acknowledged. I'm gonna place a label myself as experienced. I've been around the world, figuratively speaking. I've traveled often. I've gained knowledge! I'm used to traveling often. So for me to stay "home" when there is no attractions, or coming attractions for that matter, is a major improvement. I am sexual and I like to display that with the person I'm with.

Eric, he has this normal sexual aura. He has mild speaking conversation. Not boring by any means, but barely interesting. He has held my interest in chatter up until this point, but I do find myself drifting in and out concerning my attention. He has this silly side that I didn't see when we first met, or even the few times thereafter. It seems that it has developed in the last week and change. I was thinking if this was developed in efforts to be more "kiddish" for my benefit. He makes more jokes. He fools around more often. I think it's cute really.

One thing that took the cake for me, and I've mentioned this earlier in the post, is his bottomhood. He's always talked about how he wants the dick and how cute it is and how big, etc.. In a drunken hornied state, I communicated that I wanted to hide my dick in his ass. He surprised me saying that he wanted to hide his dick in mine! "Hmmmm", I thought. That led to a series of text messages about how he wanted to put my legs in the air and part my ass cheeks and make me feel ecstasy! I was surprised to say the least. I kept my curious thoughts to myself. They will be addressed, sooner rather than later too! Did I mention he doesn't suck dick?

IDK about Eric!

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