Okay, I went to Hurricane Harbor, at Six Flags, today with Shawn. I was hesitant only because its water. I have this thing with water parks and pools. I got over thebeach like a few years ago! lol But anyway, I drove from Shawn's place in Newark to Jackson and returned having had fun! Everybody knows I had car trouble on this past Sunday? If you didn't read my previous post. I am driving to church and First Lady calls me asking me where I am at. I said I am on my way, she said turn around don't come. I said OOOOKKKK! I then proceeded to go home with intentions of stopping at QuikChek to grab myself a coke ICEE. I have been wanting one for some weeks now! So I tune up my buds for one. I am gonna stop for one. I pull off from the GSP onto local roads and car starts rumbling. **flashback** I went back to when car broke down in December. One thought, "Pull over, I am not putting 2 engines in a car within 6 months!" I called AAA and they towed me home. Since I was 3 buildings from QuikChek, I walked over while I was waiting for my tow. NO COKE ICEE!
Status Check: I am home safely, car is not completely broke down, I am not completely broke! Good right? I am saying to myself, I am glad that it still works and It is not as bad as it could be!
I head over to Mrs. Bitch's house and she is talkin to me and I just spill out I am realy trying to keep uplifted but, in the words of reggie "Ionno"! I am reading my texts at this point, and emails too, and I just wanna be away from my house. I am saying this plainly so everyone can hear, I am wanting to run away from what is getting me down! I don't wanna be stuck at my house thinking about everything! I DON'T! So Mrs. Bitch, and her husband, start arguing and cussin up a storm. I kindly remove myself and come back to my place across the parking lot.
I am now here, laying on my futon, typing this post on my cell phone, asking myself why does shit always happen to me? Wondering why I can never get a car that functions! Why can't I grab a break! I could care less if this sounds like pouting! i am upset now, in the very place that I didn't wanna be doing the very same thing I didn't wanna do! Now I want a drink! this wil have a Part 2, expect it...
11 years ago
10 thoughts:
It won't always be like this.
whats up man just stopping by to say whats up. interesting blog. don't forget to check out mine!
Im sooo glad u finally got ur coke icee cuz u were more upset bout that than ur car. But u know I feel ur pain lol
I can't help but have flashbacks to when I went through my trial period. Living a hobo lifestyle on a dollar and wallet full of dreams. All I can say is hang in there man and set your sights on goals. Be focused and make them happen. I can testify that it will not always be like this.
Fuzzy it doesn't just happen to you so stop being so hard on yourself, trials and tribulations! man things could be worst so don't sweat it and by all means keep the faith great things are going to happen for you. While you trying to figure it out God has worked it out! Stay strong my brotha things are going to get easier. Don't know why them folks didn't have your Coke ICEE, shame on that Quiktrip.
Geez man, look up. What happened to the inspirational guy I've come to know and love. You know that this stuff is gonna happen. If you expect it, it won't catch you off guard. Let this be a reminder to walk in what you can't see. Stuff is happening all around you, but you've gotta tread as if victory has already been won!
You are just going through a "spell" right now. Give it a little while. Things will turn around for you in some good time. One of the things I admire about you is your faith. Keep that faith now in the times when all seem not to be going well as well as in those good times.
You have more strength than you think within you. After a little while, you will be better and living a life in some place of the sun.
When I'm feeling down I listen to this song by Natalie Wilson and SOP. Its called "Liquid Prayers"
I hope it helps you as much as it helps me.
http://www.imeem.com/quon/music/x5IRYsNt/liquid_prayer_natalie_wilson_sop/
shyt happens, roll wit the punches. meanwhile, think about the energy you're putting into the niverse. gossip, lying,judgment, envy, cheating, etc (just throwing random ideas out there) as well as focusing on the negative in life will bring more negativity to you. chew on that...
Sometimes a set BACK is a set UP. . . . for a blessing. You'll be blessed!
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