I am Feeling a sort of way right now. I'm disturbed and distraught!
I was on web cam today, and someone sent me a private message saying that he was HIV+ and he thought I was cute. I was like Thanks. I wanted to get into his mind to see where his mindset was. This was a 25 year old Black Male who claimed to be the perfect bottom. He asked me would I fuck him Raw. I said NO. My interest was peaked on why this positive boy wanted me to have unprotected sex with him, knowing he has HIV! Mind Blowing! I am wondering at this point what kind of people he has sex with. So, I ask and he states "anyone who wants to have sex with me". I am astonished! Shocked and appalled! I have a headache!
Someone else proceeds to hit me up at the same time and we are also exchanging words. Why is it that the dummies are online today! This one is a 27 year old versatile that likes to get fucked "bareback" and he prefers the guys fucking him to be positive, and vice versa (wants to fuck HIV+ bottoms) He is HIV- somehow! I don't know how. I advised him that he should be thankful and to consider himself blessed that he doesn't have HIV. He brushed me off by saying "whatever" and that was the end of the conversation.
I just don't know how to handle how people view life and how they value it! People are messed up in the head. It’s people like them that cause HIV+ rates to increase! My God! What is next?
6 thoughts:
Well I guess you know how dude contracted HIV. Yeah people like that disturb me too. I believe it's some sort of out of control sexual addiction.
Wow I can somehow relate to this post. I actually had a fling with someone who had HIV. NO SEXXX!!!!! NOTHING. I'm glad he told me cuz I use to wonder y we never did anything sexual. Until finally one day he told me an we jus left it off as friends. Some people have it an go about life like HIV is like a common cold. As far as ol boy wanting to fuck someone who is HIV+ is outrageous to me. People have sick an currupted minds now a days. I don't no wat type of enjoyment u can get out of that situation. I would too busy thinkn about how I'm puting my life on the line to satisfy a sexual desire. Its jus ridiculous. Now I'm DISTURBED LOL
Sad to say, some people view it as an extreme sport. They actually want to sleep with people who are positive to see if they can avoid it. Makes no sense to me.
My thoughts are that if you are positive and you disclose it before sex, I have nothing against you. You did what you were supposed to do. If someone decides to sleep with you, it is between two consenting adults. My problem is with people who knowingly deny that they are positive. True enough both parties should always practice safe sex but condoms do break. There may also be extra precautions that a person my wish to use prior to indulging with someone they know is positive.
Like Ty said, some people see it as an extreme sport. It is sad, because life with HIV is no joke. I applaud the individuals for being honest with you about his status, because everyone needs the opportunity to be loved, but it makes me sad that he is still putting himself and others at risk by having unproductive sex. I wonder if the person in question realizes that he can pick up different strains of the virus that will be resistant to his HIV medication (if he is taking his HIV medication). Where is the love of self in this scenario? To whomever it was that spoke to you on-line I wish them the best and love of self first. Take care.
My, my, my! This is scary! I want to say I've heard of these folks called Bug chasers years ago. Geesh!
it is indeed a sad, sad world we live in. Some people get the disease and take on this invincible, "don't give a fuck" attitude. They take the phrase "Living with AIDS" to another level. I think the reactions to the disease are truly amazing. You have some that straighten up and fly right in preparation to fight for their life and others that take it as a sign to head down the downward spiral, not giving a damn who they take with them. You have to assume everyone has it in order to protect yourself.
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