So, last night at my party, I had one of David's closest friends come through. We met at my party years back, and re-met through David. Anyway, I tried to keep progress on David through his friend and he told me some very interesting things when I asked how he was doing. Apparently, and I myself am a bit surprised, I'm too much of a great guy and I scared him off. He feels as though he fucked up and he doesn't think I will forgive him. He has a trend of fucking up and he doesn't think I would stay around. He talks about the times we shared with this friend, I mean in great detail, asks how I am all the time and this last time told his friend to tell me hello!
Here's my thing, I'm in talks with this guy who is moving up from Virginia, codenamed Big Tig. I remember the thing I wanted with David. I should be honest and say it's the thing I want with David. Currently, he's off the scene playing scaredy cat not knowing if he came back on the scene he could have something special. In the same news I have Big Tig, who I have my eyes on that could be something special, who isn't scared. The fucked up part of it is if I build something with Tig and David grows a set and decided to step up, I'm going to have a problem on my hands. Tig hasn't played on my heart strings, David has. If Tig plays a love song on my heart strings and David becomes ready I will not know what to do. The disadvantages of playing the field!
Just Keep Wondering...
1 thoughts:
Stop playing the "what if" game. Function in the here and now. Try not to think about problems that may never exist in reality.
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