Nameless

Not as great a time gap as before, and I've returned. The forecast calls for a 49 degree day. I love the snow but my car looks a mess! I'd wash it but the melted snow water on the roads thrown up by other's tires makes the wash useless. Anyway, some news! I'm moving to Philadelphia! I've applied to another Chili's down there and hopefully make more money. If not, round 2 plans will come into play; find another job! Why am I moving to Philly? Oh, I got accepted into Drexel University. Was that a whoop whoop in the audience? Thank you, thank you! You all are so wonderful!

 

I was going to write about a friend of mine who inspired me to write the post at all. When I shared it with him, about merely mentioning his disguised existence to the world, he went into immediate disapproval. I must admit I was a bit saddened. Never once has someone prevented me from writing about my feelings and emotions, or even experiences and tales. I told him how I write, how it kind of keeps me sharp and how it serves as therapy when I need it. At any rate, nobody I speak with anymore even knows I have a blog. I was excited about telling him about it. I was excited to have someone to tell about it! It's kind of dead now, moment has passed. I said I would send him a copy of it before I posted it and I will.

 

I met this guy at a party of mine. We shared a few intimate moments, sexual moments, but most importantly friendly moments. During the party, we talked and I became quite fond of him. After a couple of parties that past we exchanged personal contact information. We began to text. Being single I hoped for a real chance to be with this man in a more committed way. He became distant and private, I withdrew. I am not a fan of the chase if you understand. I began talking to Ike but things weren't turning out like I'd hoped. I believe it was one afternoon, maybe Sunday, Nameless and I had a conversation, in which my dealings with Ike came up. Certain information was shared and instead of closing up even the more, I embraced the honesty that came from Nameless. As time flows, the more honest we were with each other. I chose to put my romantic feelings aside and rejoice in the fact I finally have a friend I can talk to, text with and actually communicate. Nameless, in the tune from The Golden Girls, "Thank you for being a friend!"

 

Come January 3rd, a new chapter of my life will begin. New college, new apartment, new job, new state and new experiences! I'm a bit scared, I think I have the right to be! I'm taking on many new things at the same time and most of them in an unfamiliar place, Philadelphia. Again, my life will be unfolding and I'm bringing you all along for the ride. I count on the readers to be what you've always been to me, THERE!

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