You Reminded Me...

So I was online, on one of "them" sites looking for potential guests for my party and possibly a nice dick to play around with. I came across someone and he reminded me I had a blog. I love this blog, and I would never delete it, but sometimes I get caught up in life and it's doings that I forget to let my followers and fans know I'm alive and doing well! In short, thanks for reminding me that I have an impact on my readers and I am missed.

My personal life has taken quite a twist from the normal. Normal would be me looking for a date, trying to fill my sexual desire, and thinking about the now. Instead, I've ceased my random sex acts, and yes I remember I throw a sex party 2-3 times a week! I've started career planning and job hunting. I applied to a few colleges. Looking to uproot and move to another area. Lots of things are in the works. I even stopped jerking off and got my first wet dream a while ago! Certainly, things are different in Fuzzy's world lately!

In efforts to change, I'm leaving my Ex behind. It's not working. Guys who I date he makes uncomfortable. He makes me uncomfortable when I may have general company over. He's anti social when I bring him places. He helps my party out but I believe I've lost clientele because of his rudeness and arrogance. His drug habit is out of control and I just want my own living quarters back. It's sad that equals he has to find somewhere else to live, but I need to focus on me.

I've been spiritually growing. My church has seen that and have requested me to become a minister. I'm already a deacon but my views on gays in religion have always been gray. Recently I watched a documentary on Netflix called "Fish Out of Water". It defends homosexuality to Christianity. It has actually changed my belief on many things and makes me more stable in my decision to accept the call to ministry. I've been running long enough. I have a God-given gift and It's time I make good use of it. I won't be throwing my sex party after I journey down that road. Sacrifices must be made, lol!

I'm anxiously awaiting for my acceptance to Drexel University. I've decided to go back to college and finish my education by any means necessary. I'm hoping to major in Culinary Arts and Minor in Culinary Science and graduate with a bachelors. Hopefully with Honors. The downside is that I will most likely have to move to Philly, where the campus is. The silver lining is in I will be free of my ex! What a joy! The downside is I will be in a new area, alone, trying many things new things. I'm not a fan of change as it is, and this takes the cake! I've got my head held high and I'm going forward. 28 years old and going back to college. It could be worse.

Along this journey called life, I've made a couple of new friends: Travis and We're going to call the other Roger.

Roger...

came to one of my parties and grabbed my attention from the very beginning. I liked his energy, I liked his looks, def was a sexy guy! The sex was simply phenomenal. This was last year. He comes back around the beginning of this year for a round two. I made the time for him at the end of the party but we exchanged numbers and kept in contact. Conversation through text was great. I called him and phone convo was even better. I was beginning to fall for him. Then he began to get distant. Over the 6 months (till present time from about April I think), I distanced myself in return and started dating a guy. I shared this with him and he was oddly ecstatic. He then tells me he was in a relationship and that's why he backed off. He thought I was getting too close and he was too moral to end current ties because of new ones. Understandable. Then we became close because of the established boundaries. I felt I should tell him of my status and I did fearfully. He tells me he was Poz too and there's no need to fear talking to him about anything. So, I have a new best friend!

Travis...

also came to one of my parties. He moved from Washington state and had no friends. We started hanging out, going different places and he's really cool. Lots of good times with him. We spent thanksgiving together yesterday. Lots of alcohol, food and laughs were shared. He may be moving back to Washington soon, I may be moving to Philly. We vowed to always stay in contact with each other. Good guy, that Travis!

Well, there's definitely more to come in the future. Thanks for being there for me and I'll be there for you. Until the next post...

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