I always had one rule when I deal with the guys I mess with. And of my almost 11 years of dating, I've yet to break that rule. This past Friday, I had sex with an ex. Of all exes I picked, I chose Gabe.
One thing which made sharing living spaces tolerable is our tolerance for nudity. We get naked anywhere and will be naked anywhere. With no sexual intentions, we are nudists. I've always been since I was a lil boy! You could never keep any clothes on me.
I've been sick for a lil over a week and came back to Jersey for my. Drs appt. This weekend was also the kickoff to gabe's birthday week. I was watching a movie on netflix in socks and drawers smelling slightly ripe and a moment caught me in the movie. My dick got hard and well I decided to pay it some attention. Gabe walks in and sees it standing alone at attention while I was taking a break. I was in the mood and he was in the mood. Usually I would just dismiss and try to get another dick. That usually resulted in a lackluster experience and me leaving the situation to beat off to try to gain some sort of pleasure. I thought quickly I never had that problem with gabe. So I made a slick comment about my dick being a bit ashy and he came on over and got it nice.And wet for me! I kindly returned favor and well I ended up fucked at the end of it!
The problem is I want more action and he is real emotional and wants more relationship. Now my next rule after that is that I don't break up to make up. Not trying to go there but Damn, I haven't had any better dick and I've been looking for almost a year now. And now I'm horny in Philly, what's a fuzzy to do?
Just Keep Wondering...
3 thoughts:
Um... temporary satisfactions leave you longing for the same thing. You are aware of his body, behavior, and sex. Is it worth breaking the rules to play the same game? What's the point in making new rules up if you plan on backsliding your way into temporary comfort? Man, It's been a while and I don't what was the status of your relationship. I just know I'm eager to see what are your long-term goals with relationships in general.
familiar territory in situations like this can either be great or...
well, i must say that it was very satisfying. Since I've typed this post till now i actually haven't been horny. Mission accomplished and he hasn't bothered me again. I must remember that i'm moving on and looking for better things, even if it takes more than a moment to find.
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