September 23, 2010

Before Work

Sitting outside the job relaxing in the shade on a college bench watching a girl stiff a black wit some weed, listening to a girl complain about her cheating bf and gazing at people observe me as they pass by. All this while being an outsider in their world.

Fuck! An acorn just hit me in the head... ugghhh

I've established a link and designated specific time to reading blogs. Sometimes I feel like its a waste because everyone is utilizing the far more convenient facebook and twitter. Its iight tho, I've set aside time to comment and post on facebook too. Its not as bad as I felt it was. But nobody really comments on my messages tho... Oh well!

My car is going to be sold. For the first time in my adult life I will not have a car. Its an adjustment. But truth says that I really can't afford one and an apartment too! At the moment I don't have either. Times are getting better tho. I'm holding on and good fortune is on the way.

Gabe is great. We keep having these real heart to hearts and I am enjoying our honesty and communication. Can't get enough. I got me a bf that I love and that loves me back, and I'm not afraid to say it!

Now that the announcements are done, I've glanced at the time and its about time that I change clothes and go. Its about 4 and that's when I start work. For those of you that actually pray, keep my pastor in prayer. His mom died on Tuesday afternoon.

Just keep wondering...

5 thoughts:

Chet said...

My condolences to the Pastor and his family. Fuzzy you appear to be getting yourself together, I wish you the best. Stay focused.

Queen of Hearts said...

I read your blog. I don't usually comment. So I hope you will continue to post. I hope you and Gabe continue to stay together.

Curious said...

Communication goes a long way in bringing out the truth not just for the other person or persons, but for you as well. Keep it up and never be afraid to tell your truth or listen to someone else's because like a light on a dark path it will help guide you to where you want to go.

Dayne Avery said...

It's bee a while and from your blog I can see lil fuzz is growing. Nice post.

Unknown said...

SO nice to be catching up on your life!