Heather Headley - I Wish I Wasn't
What makes you think about someone time and time again? How is it that you can't let some people go? Even when they treat you some kinda way, and hurt us repeatedly, why do we somehow we allow them to hold a certain power over us?
I met someone, that I've recently tried to dismiss, and at every point of contact and communication I get a giddy and excited feeling. Knowing what he's done to me and what he's prone to do I still smile at the thought of him. I won't say it's love. I will say I wish I wasn't... but I think I am and I don't understand how. I never regretted meeting someone before; this may be a first!
I met someone, that I've recently tried to dismiss, and at every point of contact and communication I get a giddy and excited feeling. Knowing what he's done to me and what he's prone to do I still smile at the thought of him. I won't say it's love. I will say I wish I wasn't... but I think I am and I don't understand how. I never regretted meeting someone before; this may be a first!
13 thoughts:
"ITS THE ONLY HURT THAT HURTS SO GOOD, I JUST CANT GET ENOUGH"
-UNKNOWN
I GUESS THE QUESTION IS, WHEN DO YOU REALIZE THAT WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS PLEASURE IS REALLY PAIN!
it's a tale as old as time. sometimes i think allowing ourselves to feel pain is a reminder that we can still feel this way about someone - that we're still alive. watch out for when the hurt has a destructive effect on you. sometimes we fall so low (for someone) it can take years to recover.
Love/Like is the best and the worst thing EVER! I Love/Hate it! lol...
You already know my feelings on this...
You need to start loving you and then you'll start to realize that all that other stuff that you glossed over or ignored in the relationship because it got in the way of what you wanted was important to you. You'll start to see that you either got too much or too little of something and that in moving on there is no need for regrets, just another of life's lessons that doesn't need to be repeated.
It would make all too much sense if I was talking about Shawn, or even Dre, but it's neither. This is about someone I had high prospects for and barely knew. Given that, I just can't understand why I feel this way
LOL join the club Fuzz...Its funny that you write this post. I usually reserve writing for my "morning coffee" when I get to work. But I have been out of the office since last Thursday so you beat me to it. But this was the exact subject that I vowed to write on upon my return..Can I have my thunder back?..LOL
I know there is more to come...
Funny how the person that made you cry is the only person to make you stop crying. Move on and move on now, have no regrets!
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I just think it's something your going through right now for the moment. I remember when I was in that same place. But when your ready to come up out it, trust and believe you will. ;)
yup,its growth an thats a good thing....my grandma used to say
'hurt so good'
(but at all csts protect ur heart,
right)manchild
I HOPE U DIE OF H.I.V YOU SELFISH, PATHETIC EXCUSE 4 A HUMAN BEING...NOW SUCK ON THAT BITCH!!!
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