Okay, I'm starting over. I'm deleting every blog from my BLOGLINES account and starting new. I can't keep up with the 110 blogs that are registered and I'm sure they all don't keep up with mine! I'll read each of them for the last time and that will be the end of it. I'll save blog address, judging by who comments. Sorry no hurt feelings, but I wont read over 1000 posts in 1 week, I wont! lol
As a quick update, No Sheets got the sheets pulled offa him and well he's not an issue any more. I decided that Kris wasn't an intellectual match for me. I mean I just didn't feel like hearing about his life and deal with him telling what I should and shouldn't be doing with mine EVERYDAY! *shrug* Brit Brit, she's cool. That sense of humor and her love for ice cream is outstanding. I don't talk about her much to friends because some of them, more than one, think that I'm fooling myself by entertaining a female. So, I keep that part of my life private. I don't need ill wills being rendered towards me!
Taking things to just a bit more serious place, I was feeling a dude, a lil more than a year ago. we met through a friend and I found him extremely attractive. He went against my typical model of an attractive guy but I found myself attracted to him. I mean he was cute, and has confidence about him, some may call that swag. At a party we exchanged kisses for more than minutes at a time several times that night. We would cut eyes at each other when we would be around each other. I would get that racing heart when he would come in! The text messages we would exchange would be real flirty, sometimes even sexually graphic. We grew into an awkward friendship and neither of us wanted to jeopardize that relationship, until one recent day! He found himself over my apartment and onto my futon watching a movie. I was really excited he was there but hid it at all costs, for reasons unknown. before long the tension was noticeable and we were wrapped around each other and making out. Now that its out there, now that it's happened, I wonder what's next!
I've never been up the creek without a paddle concerning my job. To the best of my knowledge I've only had to borrow money on one occasion to assist myself with bills. I've been looking for a better job so I don't have to work 2 jobs to make my ends meet. It's tiring and is now taking a toll on my body. Some people say you better work and make that money! You're young, you can handle it! Some, maybe even most people my age might be able to handle it, but I can't. I just can't any more and I'm not looking forward to going back to work for the school in September. I don't want to work 2 jobs! I'm still not recovered from the last time I was sick, I can only predict what will happen come September! I've submitted applications to the better paying employers and have been on the edge of my seat waiting. I hate online applications because you can't even do a followup phone call! I'm just a lil anxious awaiting what is to happen next!
I'm deciding, and I know its quite early, on looking for another place to live when my lease is up. I've gotten approved for housing assistance and I go for that interview next Wednesday. I really don't need a bigger apartment, due to it just being me, but I would like a bigger kitchen. I need kitchen space. I would like to be able to cater again. I can't do that from my current kitchen, or should I say a mini kitchenette! I need space for a fridge a freezer, dry storage and counter space. If I found a place, with substantial space, I'd definitely remodel the kitchen if necessary. As stated before, a new job is needed first! lol
I'm looking forward to the heat breaking, I really am. I can't take this attic heat! Thanks twin for the AC again! Without him, I woulda wasted away! Sunday is coming and I hope the weather is favorable and I'll be able to do the beach trip like I've been planning for about a week now! I was trying to get a photographer out there to take some pictures but I got my camera! lol There's supposed to be people flying in from Atlanta, driving from DC and NY and Philly, on top of some round the way people and my usual best and close friends. It should be something! I'll let y'all know how it pops off!
Till the next time!
As a quick update, No Sheets got the sheets pulled offa him and well he's not an issue any more. I decided that Kris wasn't an intellectual match for me. I mean I just didn't feel like hearing about his life and deal with him telling what I should and shouldn't be doing with mine EVERYDAY! *shrug* Brit Brit, she's cool. That sense of humor and her love for ice cream is outstanding. I don't talk about her much to friends because some of them, more than one, think that I'm fooling myself by entertaining a female. So, I keep that part of my life private. I don't need ill wills being rendered towards me!
Taking things to just a bit more serious place, I was feeling a dude, a lil more than a year ago. we met through a friend and I found him extremely attractive. He went against my typical model of an attractive guy but I found myself attracted to him. I mean he was cute, and has confidence about him, some may call that swag. At a party we exchanged kisses for more than minutes at a time several times that night. We would cut eyes at each other when we would be around each other. I would get that racing heart when he would come in! The text messages we would exchange would be real flirty, sometimes even sexually graphic. We grew into an awkward friendship and neither of us wanted to jeopardize that relationship, until one recent day! He found himself over my apartment and onto my futon watching a movie. I was really excited he was there but hid it at all costs, for reasons unknown. before long the tension was noticeable and we were wrapped around each other and making out. Now that its out there, now that it's happened, I wonder what's next!
I've never been up the creek without a paddle concerning my job. To the best of my knowledge I've only had to borrow money on one occasion to assist myself with bills. I've been looking for a better job so I don't have to work 2 jobs to make my ends meet. It's tiring and is now taking a toll on my body. Some people say you better work and make that money! You're young, you can handle it! Some, maybe even most people my age might be able to handle it, but I can't. I just can't any more and I'm not looking forward to going back to work for the school in September. I don't want to work 2 jobs! I'm still not recovered from the last time I was sick, I can only predict what will happen come September! I've submitted applications to the better paying employers and have been on the edge of my seat waiting. I hate online applications because you can't even do a followup phone call! I'm just a lil anxious awaiting what is to happen next!
I'm deciding, and I know its quite early, on looking for another place to live when my lease is up. I've gotten approved for housing assistance and I go for that interview next Wednesday. I really don't need a bigger apartment, due to it just being me, but I would like a bigger kitchen. I need kitchen space. I would like to be able to cater again. I can't do that from my current kitchen, or should I say a mini kitchenette! I need space for a fridge a freezer, dry storage and counter space. If I found a place, with substantial space, I'd definitely remodel the kitchen if necessary. As stated before, a new job is needed first! lol
I'm looking forward to the heat breaking, I really am. I can't take this attic heat! Thanks twin for the AC again! Without him, I woulda wasted away! Sunday is coming and I hope the weather is favorable and I'll be able to do the beach trip like I've been planning for about a week now! I was trying to get a photographer out there to take some pictures but I got my camera! lol There's supposed to be people flying in from Atlanta, driving from DC and NY and Philly, on top of some round the way people and my usual best and close friends. It should be something! I'll let y'all know how it pops off!
Till the next time!
7 thoughts:
I like that you catch us up no matter how long you've been away...
I hope the weather works out for this Sunday as well. And hopefully you'll find a place with that big gourmet kitchen that you are looking for. LOL
Fuzzzy! Its good to see you back on Blogger!! Its been way too long. (In My Best Madea Voice) " I do keep up with your blog sir! (Back in normal mode)
I miss you on Blogger :(
And On The Real, I'm glad "No Sheets Is Gone". Sorry to hear abou Kris too, sometimes people just are not on the same intelluctal level.
Brit sounds like my kinda girl, fun to be with, loves ice cream. Love Her! You can't tell everyone about Brit, some people will just hate. Protect Your Heart. Don't Make Me Have To Ride Up There On AMTRACK sooner than I intended to hurt somebody.
Love You Bro
Ryan aka Rodrigo
I love this blog but this may be my first time ever commenting though. You have such a busy life and 2 jobs sucks and most will tell you now its better than no job but not when you can barely perform due to fatigue and it really takes away from an active social life. I wish you luck with the guy and maybe the lip lock means something good! :)
@ thegayte-keeper: I gotta let the folks know whats been going on! I dont like open endings... lol
@ Ty: It looks like the weather may work out but I'm still praying and crossing my fingers! That special kitchen is just a waiting for me! :)
@ Rodrigo: I am trying to make it easier to blog. I really wont post because i dont feel like reading other people's blog. Because of I have so many to read. Then people post like 8 posts per day, lol! gosh! You know I wont hesitate to call on help! lol
@ iDELLA*BELLE!: I'm glad that you decided to comment! I like to know who's reading in secret sometimes and what they think. Maybe that might be my next post. hmmm... Thank you for reading, Really!
Ours is an envionment where evil is perceived to be rewarded while good is punished. As with everything the Gods have a reason for creating this perception::::
People who fall on the good side of the good/evil scale have more favor, and when they do something wrong the Gods punish them BECAUSE THEY WANT THEM TO LEARN. The Gods want them to receive this feedback in hope they make corrections and begin to behave appropriately. The Gods DON'T like evil and refuse to grant this feedback.
EVERYBODY pays for what they do wrong, only evil people must wait until their next life before they will experience the wrath of the Gods, manifested in their reincarnation as a lower form of life into environments with increased/enhanced temptations.
Sadly, this allows the Gods to position this perception of evil rewarded as temptation, one which they use as an EXTREMELY effective corruptor.
Both Africa and the Medittereanean are regions which have sexual issues. This is a sign of morbid disfavor once you understand that females are the God's favored gender. Muhammad's (Mohammed's) polygamy halfway through his life as a prophet was preditory. Now a huge percentage of Muslims believes in male superiority and that the abuse of women is God's will. Female genital mutilation is still practiced in Africa. Black misogyny is the most eggregious example in the recent past.
Black member size is temptation to a predisposed population.
The patriarchal cancer spread throughout Europe because of Christianity, of which the majority of policy makers were Italian men. Expect the largest landowner in Europe and the continent's original superpower also played a major role in African slavery.
Militancy in Africa is consistant with the Iraqi example, as was slavery and the KKK here in America:::Fear enforces proper behavior. Without it we see what happens as a result of gross/morbid disfavor:::::AIDS, crack babies, dead young men in gangland retaliation killings. This is the purpose behind many black's historical tendancy towards resistance.
The same principle was true in Europe and throughout the world for centuries:::People whom lived under iron fists were conditioned to think the right way. As a result they experienced higher numbers of children accend into heaven because they were taught to think and behave appropriately, which they passed on to their children. Our preditory envionment of "freedom" was the primary purpose the Gods had when implimenting this strategy that is the United States, one which they used to spred the cancer of democracy and westernization throughout the world. And the Gods use this tool that is America to prey on the disfavored both at home and abroad:::Much like the ghetto, America in general experiences a heightened level of temptation due to the people's collective disfavor.
Even the Old Testiment is not to be taken literally, but the Gods do offer clues throughout to help the disfavored:::The apple is a tool of temptation used to corrupt Adam and Eve and cast them out of the Garden of Eden.
There is another lesson to be learned from this passage, and it is quite similar to the vailing issue and the discourse over women's attire which ultimately died in the 70s:::Women are responsible for and control the fate of mankind.
Think about what I say. Consider what I teach. Society is going to become disturbingly ugly as we approach the Apocalypse due to spiralling, runaway disfavor.
I do not know when this will occurr, but it is the God's way to grant some time before they end on Planet Earth.
Make the decision to always be good and never look back. Until you do this technology will employ tactics to test your resolve:::Ridicule, beligerance, doubt and refusal to abandon what people perceive to be their "investment".
Pray daily. Think appropriately. Too many are confident, unaware of the God's awesome powers or their status as antients. Others may fall prey to their positioning.
Be humbled, God-fearing and beware of the God's temptations, for everyone is tested to evaluate their worthiness.
Okay now that you've cleaned house, I gather you can start over and maintain an active blog again. Yes reading a thousand post in a week just isn't fesible for a working person unless of course their job is to read blogs.
So Sheet got the sheets pulled off of him? I told you that man was gonna hurt you, but did you listen? No you to grown for your own good. LMAO! Seriously it is best that you found out about him, and I am so pleased that you are not doing Kris and Brit. Take it slow handsome, your prince will come in due time.
OMG! You did what with that man? Locked lips and stuff! Okay a curfew is being placed on you, this running around isn't going to work in by nine young man.
I feel you on the working two jobs or a job that doesn't pay well and demands to much. Fuzzy keep applying you are bound to find that job that not only pays well, but offers great benefits too. Return to the classroom do your thing and everything will be alright.
Housing, I agree you like to cook and cater so a larger kitchen would be advantageous. Glad the heat didn't beat you down this summer, you can thank Twin again for the air conditioner.
Hope you had a greta time at the bech this past weekend.
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