I think I will make this a collage of many blog posts, blogettes of you will! Just a few things on my mind that I wanted to release into the atmosphere!
- On this past Thursday night/Friday morning, I had difficulty sleeping. I fell asleep after tiring myself out reading blogs on my cell phone. I dreamed about some party that Shawn and I went to. There was an abundance of gay people there. Not necessarily doing stereotypical gay things but we were there. There two guys come in as a couple and I recognize them as two of my students from the high school. First thing out their mouth, "Mr. James you get down like that?" I said, "If you do, I do too!" One left and he said he was going to tell the whole school I got down, and the other tried to rub and grind on me every time Shawn turned his back! I woke up in a cold sweat! I couldn't sleep for more than a few mins at a time for the rest of the night!
- Why does my brother have to be so forceful and close-minded? He called me on yesterday and asked me some very personal questions about who I hang out with and told me who I should and shouldn't be hanging out with. All I wanted to say is, "Can I please live my life?"
- I dug myself into a ditch with my comment on X's blog. I think I need to clarify my comment just a lil bit. I do stand by my comment, but there are some exceptions. I am in a relationship and there needs to be some give and take with consideration for each others feelings. There are certain settings that I do not mind showing SOME affection in public. Just not alot. I will leave it at that.
- I recently came out to one of my cousins. On the other day he called me with a bazaar story. He tells me that my other cousin, his sister, came to him about him being on my myspace top friends. She called me everything but a man of God! I immediately thought when my brother told me to find out if she was bi and I knew it and I denied it to save her face! I felt so betrayed! I have never done anything to hurt her and have always tried to help her! I even volunteered to raise her unborn child so she could finish school! A bitch will be a bitch! I know her stripes now. Let her come for me one more time!
- Bush shortchanged me on my stimulus check! I need an extra $300! I had plans for that money, and he fucked me over! I am so tired of this bull shit ass president! Can't we impeach him for something? Then, lets get him out of office
- The job search still goes on! Nothing much happening on that front. It's whatever! I hate looking for jobs! They never give you the pay you desire, nor the schedule you want. Then they want you to go above and beyond the call of duty for them! The job force in America is a laughing stock and completely deplorable!
- I want a new cell phone. T-Mobile's selection is very much sub par! Their PDA line sucks! The blackberry devices suffer many technical problems. To be honest, the best devices are the Sidekick LX, and the Windows Mobile devices. They do the most. The WM phones haven't been greatly updated in over a year. They are struggling to keep up with most of their competitors 3G networks! Verizon will be on like 6G when T-Mobile finalizes the switch over to 3G! I love T-Mobile, but they need to step up their game!
- This is the first year that I am not enthused about participating in the AIM Conference Choir since I joined in 1996. It was the Youth Congress Choir then! Anybody C.O.G.I.C. out there? lol
I have emptied my mind of all the major things, and some minor ones too! But maybe I can sleep well and not worry about being outed and gyrated in my dreams! lol
13 thoughts:
Shame on your cousin!
Tell your brother to back up...hello!
I hate searching for anything! You never get what you want.
So what's funny is I keep hearing about this damn AIM...what the hell is AIM? I'm born and raised Baptist - now I'm non-demon, but what in the world is AIM.
T-mobile - you need to get the curve. It does everything the windows devices do. I had the MDA and almost got the Wing - but the Curve does me just good...and you won't have problems with your yahoo messenger like you're having now.
About that post on X's blog...geez, you two seemed to have opened up a can of worms. I hope not too much damage is done.
Your cousin and I officially have beef. All I need is a name and social security number! Lemme know dawg? LOL
There's a lot going on in your life, a lot of pressure it seems. Don't forget to take some time for yourself. Luv!!
JB
All I can say is WOW.
Bush jacked me too. I should have had my check in May, now they say it's getting mailed in July and it's going to be $300 less than I thought.
How do you juggle being openly gay and Christian? That has to be a tough row to hoe. But then again, I guess it's no different than being heterosexual and fornicating while professing to be Christian. But there is still a stigma that gay is worse.
Fuzzy man I feel you. For that reason I choose to not discuss my life at all with my family. Once you let them in, they become pesty like roaches. Not calling your people roaches.
I hope things go on chill for you man.
Switch to At&t. Get the new IPhone. 12 days left!
*Sigh...* 'Bush' had nothing to do with you getting a $300 stimulous check. You were never guarenteed to get $600 as a single person. It was between 300 and 600 based on your 'taxable income' @ 2007 and the final amount was drafted by the CONGRESS of the United States of America!
Jesus CHRIST I can't wait for this man to be out of office so people can stop blaming him everytime they get a fucking paper cut!!!
Rule of thumb, never count on money that's not in your hand and you'll never have to worry about being disappointed when it's less than you 'thought'.
~Damnit!
That was some bogus ish on your cuzzo's part.
That dream was interesting too. I saw many of my teachers in the club when I started clubbing. Then again, over 75% of my high school (including faculty) appeared to be suspect.
I'm in need of a new phone too. Perhaps the iphone.
I've always been afraid of someone airing my dirty laundry for all to see but the bible does say what is done in the dark shall be brought to light. Maybe keep that in mind.
As for the other stuff, I can see how everyone can blame Bush, it is so easy! But it wasn't him that jipped you it was yourself not having the requirements to get what you wanted.
What is the link to this "X"'s blog? I wanna go check him out!
love the blog!
Nope im Non Denomination LOL
Dammit said its best...it wasnt bushes fault. Depend on how much that income was and the way you filed etc. Thanks GOD i got the max..but its all gone now (Such a shame) lol
Ya brother ...hmmmm no comment.
My post...my opinions....
Keep on ya grind as far as the job search...something will come up.
Call this number they do temp to hire 908-272-5757 its in cranford
Oh last but not least...I say just keep ya family life separate from your personal business. Cause what it did to my older cousin was nothing but heart ache and pain. Tyr to keep it to a minimal
X
Don't stress... Relieve that pressure tonight!!!
Some thoughts:
Your brother is probably concerned. And also probably curious about the life you are living.
I was very surprised at your opposition to gay marriage. I responded late to X, but if you have time, check it out. What I posted on his blog also applies to you.
T-Mobile is the worst. I was with them back in the day when they were Powertel, then Voicestream, and then T-Mobile, only to leave because of their poor technology. I am with AT&T and my iphone is my third best friend.
Umm. I’m United Methodist, but being from the south, I have been to more than my fair share of COGIC churches (and had more than my fair share of COGIC booty… um… those COGIC church boys.)
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