Out of character and not myself right now. I am me looking at a mirror me. We are not the same. I am strong, persistant, motivated, enthused and always encouraged. My mirror looks depressed, down, out, sick, saddened, weak and worried. We are the same; I am me looking at a mirror me. Could it be, I am the mirror me looking at the real me?
Listening to "I Can Make It" by New Direction on my cell phone, fighting to break out of the mirror or waiting to smash it to problem free situation...
"I can make it, I can stand
Stay with me, hold my hand
You are my peace, you are my joy
I can make it, I can stand
Through heartaches, disappointments
Even through sickness and pain
I can make it, I can stand....
Ad lib:
I know that I can, I can make it
Stand fast dear boy and know you can make it
Be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage, you can make it I know you can
Sometimes with tears in my eyes, if I just hang on in there I know I can
You can't stop me, no you can't block me I can, I know I can
I can do, I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me
All I've got to do is, all I've got to do is stand
Through being disappointed, being lied on, being talked about I can stand.
I might be by myself, friends may walk away, family may turn their back on you
Learn how, learn how to, learn how to, learn how to stand with Jesus, with Jesus!"
On my knees looking at the ground...
11 years ago
17 thoughts:
well you always know i am only a few blocks away buddy so i am here for you
I think the earlier description is the real you...you only feel heartache temporarily...going beyond it is a strength that you possess..i always tell myself that every bad part of my life is temporary...and guess what it's true...
Check out India Arie's "This Too Shall Pass"
It's gonna be alright Fuzzy!
What is the matter my brotha? Check this out there a few of us that would be more than happy to hear your problem or concerns out. I am certain just from reading your blog on a daily that you are an intelligent, caring and understanding person and in touch with yourself, whatever distrubs you right now... This too shall pass. You got peeps that care.
I swear, it is just this time of the year for everyone...
Yo Fuzzy. Keep your head up man. Stay focused. You already know the solution.
You can stand...stay in encourage
I think we're all going through something. You'll be fine though. I have faith. So do you.
I think the first part definitely desribes you it is just we all go through our moments. Know that you are loved and have friends.
Be Blessed.
Get off the piss pot Fuzz...the world is waiting for you!
;)
You will get through the bad times in life. There is light at the end of every tunnel. U can stand!
Thank you for your extended thoughts of love and concern. I was mis informed on information and it got me really down. Had my head turning and I didn't know how to handle anything. I loss a sense of identity. My mind was flipped and with the many thoughts rushing through my head I did not know what was what when the dust began to settle.
I am better now. I will have to condition myself for future events which may be unfortunate so my mind doesn't do a tailspin!
I thought that i was the only one who went through identity crises.
For me, the only thing that gets me through them is...Time.
I really hope your feeling better, and resting this weekend.
;-)
Awwww fuzzy I mad I'm jus now reading this. I saw u 2x last week an u didn't say anything to me about it. If u need me holla at X. Mad luv
You know the real you! Keep being great and amazing. Take time and enjoy your pity party then move on!
Don't scare me like that anymore! lol
Just ran across your blog man. Very inspirational dude. Just showing love.
Alwyas,
B Free
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