Trippin

tell me if I'm trippin...

The Kid started talking about long term things like houses, moving, cars, loans, etc. I included him in my Miami trip, he's excited. we cuddled and laughed together and then he disappeared!

My head is all messed up and I've had 0 contact and I'm fucking going out of my mind! I tried to fuck someone last night and get fucked a day before and both times I couldn't get him out my head. Imagining that the dick and ass were his. I was kissing the kid, and holding the kid, rubbing the kid and every time the kid wasn't there.

In the mornings I check my phone to see if he texted! I can't get him out my head and I need to know why! an I trippin or nah?

Just Keep Wondering...