MR. MILLS

I came out to Franklin Mills Mall for the last day of my birthday celebration. I tried to ignore my life for 4 days, maybe hoping to get a breather and chances to regroup. As usual, my life is going to shut. The difference is this time I did just about everything I could to make my  vision come to pass. Its not in my cards I suppose.

I came to see the Captain America Winter Soldier movie alone. I was supposed to be with friends. As usual, time and time again, I rely on people to keep their word and be the friend they said they would be. You think I would have learned from my most recent 8 birthdays that people give less  than a Fuck about me. Being me, I place meaning on their lives and I'm the one that gets the shit. Well, I'm making this statement now, so I may look back and see it on my 30th birthday, Fuck people and stay to myself!

I hate being disappointed but I feel as though I set myself up all the time. Maybe this upcoming year will be different. This year will be the setup to an outstanding 30th year. Less friends, less loneliness, less disappointment, less setbacks, more money, more smiles, more success, more achievement and an increased quality of life. I raise my imaginary glass, as I finish walking back to my car, here here to changes for 29!