It's really happening

The majority of residents, nurses and a couple of doctors have classified him with having type-2 diabetes. At this point, we're trying to get his sugar stabilized using multiple methods seeing which works the best. I'm not exactly thrilled to see him treated like a guinea pig, but if that's what must be done so be it.

I'm looking at food options at the moment. Knowing that he's going to get all sorts of impatient and discouraged, I want to know what he needs in the event he says fuck it! I know him and he is very likely to say "i don't gotta put up with this shit." When they first admitted him I made a silent choice to act as the the momma he never had, the one that made him take care of himself.

I think I might change my diet to somewhat match his new diet. It would help me and help him at the same time. I've been trying to get him to exercise for a long time and now I believe I have finally gotten my workout partner! Again, this benefits us both. There's going to be many changes to his life, resulting in changes with mine. Not one to run from a challenge, but I'm not going to lie and say I'm not scared. This is my boyfriend we're talking about! I am not trying to lose him before necessary. Several ppl have said if he takes this seriously out won't come to that, I respond with, "what if he doesn't?"

The 3rd day of this situation and I'm weary. I gotta rest my mind. But I think I have found a educational path to build on my current degree. Nutrition is a high interest point and it will definitely help me help myself and others. The future is going to prove to be very interesting. Here we go...

Just Keep Wondering...