I expressed to Gabe that I wanted to test the waters wit a woman. He was leery about the whole thing and advised me to think about who I would experiment on. He said that a woman isn't gonna meetup wit you knowin you gay trying to see if you gonna be feelin her or not. She gonna be lookin for dick and you gonna have to give it to her. I had to mentally stroke my chin in agreement. I felt in time past that I would not get into that unless I was married, a sort of vow I made to myself, but it grew to be an impractical thought.
In my travels, I came across a couple that found me to be attractive. They were married and both interested in me. I established communication with them and began to sort out the details. I shared that I had a bf and if anything was to go down he'd have to be there and tha I twas all too unfamiliar with pussy. Titties are a different story, they turn me the hell on! :) They were accepting and down for the freak show. Gabe consented and we are about to get this freak show under way.
We meetup after a coupla more days if sorting and interaction. Small chatter, laughs, and convo were exchanged and wifey started to take my clothes off. Hubby started messin wit Gabe and things were under way. The time came for me to eat out the pussy, and though nervous, I dove in full face. I hear moaning and a coupla groans. Then I felt a hand accompanied with a satisfying sigh. "Dayum boy, you sure this is your first time?" I felt good about that. I came up for air and Gabe went down. I mentally prepared myself for the next thing I was going to do, FUCK!
Husband went in first, that was their rule. It was cool with me. After all, they are married! I'm a penetration guy. I was under the dick as he was stickin it into the pussy. Looking at every move and body response, I made mental notes of what to do and not do. My dick wasn't hard. Then, I noticed a shine on hubby's dick. a reddish shine. I made mention of my observation and guess what? Ol' girl caught her monthly visitor! You talk about a dude who was pissed! I mean ma dick wasn't hard but still, lol!
I fucked hubby, Gabe fucked me and then hubby fucked me. We all busted and then we made our way home.
The day after evaluation was dissatisfying. I had to really think on my level of sexual excitement and from whom it came from. I determined I gained no sexual pleasure from the wifey except for when she was suckin my dick. I believe that was because I enjoy my dick being sucked. Even though I enjoy head from guys much much more, girls could get it too. Her pussy did absolutely nothing for me. Me being a titty guy, even her titties did nothing. I shared these conclusions with Gabe and he said maybe she wasn't your type. I thought maybe. Then I thought, not even a lil bit?
I began to think I was all gay. This angered me. I claimed bisexuality for so long based on the idea that females still turned me on. They still do, but apparently they only turn me on with clothes on! When clothes start coming off, there's nothing going on and ma dick goes on vacation. I never wanted to be all gay. I still don't wanna be all gay, but it seems that's the deck of cards I was dealt. I'm not feelin that at all. NOT ONE BIT! I'm a fan of the straight population; I envy them. Bisexuals can choose, have the luxury of going from either or have the option to deal with both. Me, I'm stuck being gay, or it seems like it. I'm disappointed. there will definitely be more to go with this post.
Just Keep Wondering...
In my travels, I came across a couple that found me to be attractive. They were married and both interested in me. I established communication with them and began to sort out the details. I shared that I had a bf and if anything was to go down he'd have to be there and tha I twas all too unfamiliar with pussy. Titties are a different story, they turn me the hell on! :) They were accepting and down for the freak show. Gabe consented and we are about to get this freak show under way.
We meetup after a coupla more days if sorting and interaction. Small chatter, laughs, and convo were exchanged and wifey started to take my clothes off. Hubby started messin wit Gabe and things were under way. The time came for me to eat out the pussy, and though nervous, I dove in full face. I hear moaning and a coupla groans. Then I felt a hand accompanied with a satisfying sigh. "Dayum boy, you sure this is your first time?" I felt good about that. I came up for air and Gabe went down. I mentally prepared myself for the next thing I was going to do, FUCK!
Husband went in first, that was their rule. It was cool with me. After all, they are married! I'm a penetration guy. I was under the dick as he was stickin it into the pussy. Looking at every move and body response, I made mental notes of what to do and not do. My dick wasn't hard. Then, I noticed a shine on hubby's dick. a reddish shine. I made mention of my observation and guess what? Ol' girl caught her monthly visitor! You talk about a dude who was pissed! I mean ma dick wasn't hard but still, lol!
I fucked hubby, Gabe fucked me and then hubby fucked me. We all busted and then we made our way home.
The day after evaluation was dissatisfying. I had to really think on my level of sexual excitement and from whom it came from. I determined I gained no sexual pleasure from the wifey except for when she was suckin my dick. I believe that was because I enjoy my dick being sucked. Even though I enjoy head from guys much much more, girls could get it too. Her pussy did absolutely nothing for me. Me being a titty guy, even her titties did nothing. I shared these conclusions with Gabe and he said maybe she wasn't your type. I thought maybe. Then I thought, not even a lil bit?
I began to think I was all gay. This angered me. I claimed bisexuality for so long based on the idea that females still turned me on. They still do, but apparently they only turn me on with clothes on! When clothes start coming off, there's nothing going on and ma dick goes on vacation. I never wanted to be all gay. I still don't wanna be all gay, but it seems that's the deck of cards I was dealt. I'm not feelin that at all. NOT ONE BIT! I'm a fan of the straight population; I envy them. Bisexuals can choose, have the luxury of going from either or have the option to deal with both. Me, I'm stuck being gay, or it seems like it. I'm disappointed. there will definitely be more to go with this post.
Just Keep Wondering...
5 thoughts:
I feel you bruh... i am also stuck with being just gay and it is worse for me... am just a bottom. My dick loses it when i try to top. I always feel so trapped and limited.
Maybe I read this wrong but I don't remember reading anywhere that you were attracted to the wife at all, with or without clothes.
You may find this to be truer as you get older, but if you don't feel a certain way about someone between your ears, you're going to find that you're not going to feel a certain way about them between your legs.
Interesting post.
This is the first time that I've visited your blog, I must say that you're an excellent writer. First off, I'm not gay, but I'm not surprised to hear someone gay say that that titties turn you on. I can't imagine titties not turning anyone on......women included.
I've dated a few women that were interested in tasting pussy and I actually watched one of them do it once. It was different to say the least.
The first time I went down on my girlfriend I was 18 and I only did it because she asked and because she went down on me first. I didn't want to do it, I'd always been put off by the thought of going down on one of my girlfriends. But once I put my face in her pussy, she had to push me off it. I used to eat the hell outta that pussy and every other one ever since. I have rarely had sex with women since and I didn't go down on them.
Twice I've gone down on a woman when she was on her period. That's called getting your "red wings" since it makes your moustache look like wings. The first time I did it I was drunk as hell and didn't realize she was bleeding. But you know what, I went down on that pussy again, it really didn't taste any different.
I haven't done that in years though and I don't ever have to do it again. But brother, do taste you some more titties. Titties are fucking awesome!!!
Once again, nice post.
What the hell is going on that you can't seem to make up your mind as to what it is you really want sexually?
Lil brotha let me tell you that it is not at all cool to be testing the waters unless you are actually prepared to swim.
I have played on both sides of the yard and it can be very difficult to balance things out even if your lover approves and partakes in the activity.
Forgive my saying this, but I thought you mentioned a long time ago that you were bisexual...I think Curious is right!
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