Coming Into One's Self

One more "friend" down. I can't say I'm bothered. I saw it coming awhile ago and made mental arrangements over time so when the actual day came for dismissal I could go on with my day and feel absolutely no pain at all. I wont shout out this person's name, but they are no stranger to the blogger community and well known in the gay community. Probably more than he's willing to admit. Most likely more than he's willing to admit!

My eyes have been opened and now I see. I can see clearly now the shade is gone. Shade, accompanied by phoniness, is a horrible combination. Unfortunately for me, this 2-piece suit was worn by many of my so called friends. I really couldn't deal with that issue any longer. In a venting process, the fact that I once chilled wit them on a regular basis was revealed. I admitted to the truth and walked in it. I added that once I realized what was going on I began to distance myself from the situation. I took an outside view and decided they were going in a different direction I was headed in my life. If you can't help me get where I need to go and motivate me along the way, deuces. If you are dead weight and no use to me I would be a fool to keep you around me. You've become useless! One has officially been dismissed and more to come. I just refuse to fuck wit people that wanna take part in tearing down of people and are about absolutely nothing. The weakest link was let go, who's next? I'm ready...

I'm seeing what I'm about and finally coming into myself. I'm appreciating me, what I'm about, where I'm going and what I'm doing. Guess what? That's all that counts! I place people in the first priority all the time. Now, I come first. I'm going somewhere and I need to get there. I'm loosing all restrictions and I'm making my way there. See y'all when I get there.

Just Keep Wondering...