May 19, 2010

Gabe Withdrawal

It's been since Friday night since I slept with Gabe. I was super exhausted Saturday night. Friday night was sort of the same. Monday night was a light intro to the withdrawal. I just thought of him until I fell asleep. I fought to get to sleep but it eventually happened and it was a coast all the way through. Last night, I kept waking up and reaching for him. I thought he was there and he wasn't. I even called his name a coupla times. It was me, myself and my bed. I constantly woke up and rolled about the bed and gained very little sleep. what was gathered wasn't anything of value. My back hurts, I'm tired and yes I've overslept and I'm late for work.

My day better not be stressful, I was ready to walk out yesterday. I miss Gabe...

Just Keep Wondering...

2 thoughts:

Chet said...

Damn Boi, you got it bad! Hope that things come together for you two.

Unknown said...

WOW sorry that I missed all of this going on in your life...I hope things are much better now...