December 26, 2007

Christmas 2007 and So On...

I figure I would start with the Christmas Party. I failed to get pics of the food, but it’s cool because Most of it was eaten! I had a spread of food including, garlic mashed potatoes, macaroni and cheese, sausage with peppers & onions, ziti with beef, turkey flavored collard greens, string beans, turkey, ham, fresh garden salad, pasta salad with shrimp & broccoli, cherry cheesecake, red velvet cake, and brownies. Thank You Trackstar for the cheesecake and red velvet cake! I wanted to get everyone a gift for Christmas, Like I usually do, but my money just wasn't there. I did it last year, so I said I will do it again this year! What I do best is your Christmas present! They came, they ate and were merry! Lets remember:





The day of the party, my brother did an impromptu stop through my house! I was like okay, there will be a house full of gay people here and my brother is just chillin. This isn't going to work, but he soon left. Out of the clear blue sky he stops through again while I am finishing up everything! I am like great! Again, he leaves, but bumps into trackstar on the way out... sigh (I knew I was gonna hear something later on about this)! "I'm not good enough to be invited to your party?" Our relationship is borderline, on thin ice, or on pins and needles, whichever you prefer, at the moment. I don't wish to talk to him, nor do I wish to hear his opinion on anything! IT’S ALWAYS UNWARRANTED! I will attempt to respond, but I will no longer initiate conversation with him until I am comfortable!

Must I stress again my no sugar rule? Do I have to remind people that I hate hypocrites? Say what you want and be a man about it and stop being a bitch! Sorry to sound harsh, but I was told to stop texting a certain number to "help reduce the number of texts to my blackberry". I said fine, even though I sent about 20 texts in a month span! I come to find out, since this happened after the breakup, he just wanted to delete my number and not speak to me again! I am fine with that, but don't pussyfoot your way around it, speak up and stop being a bitch about it and say what you want! I so wanna shout his name out but I will not. I will erase him from my life just like he deleted me from his blackberry!

I feel bad because I wanted to have a fun Christmas. I wanted to be active, doing things with people that bring energy and no problems. I left my house and came over to Newark to be with MY Shawn! I promised him I would be there for Christmas and I didn't know how, but I made it. As a result, my dad was alone. I tried to call and the line was busy. I called again and it went to voicemail and apparently the voicemail was full. I was enjoying myself and didn't want to stop. I don't regret being away, I just feel sad that I wasn't able to speak to him on Christmas to wish him a merry Christmas. At this very moment, I get a text from my brother asking did I see him for Christmas. I ignored, then he called and ignored that also! I will call back later and have my backbone ready to deal with him and all of his mouth!

I got the main thing I wanted, which was attention, smiles, and fun! the tangible stuff I got was a neato oven, a pressing machine (two items a cook can appreciate), cookie sutra (i have to dive into that to see what that is about), a Shrek poster book (little things count with me), and Shrek the 3rd, BBQ set, dough press (more cooking items), slippers, wireless keyboard and mouse, and a few other things my mind can't quite grasp on at the moment! I was blessed and I feel blessed.

My car is grounded before I could have it for a year! I am attempting to stay positive about it all, but it is real hard. I have always had a car since I was 17 and all of a sudden poof! I'm still paying for it! I will press forward and onward. This will be an adventure! On one of my first adventures I decided to initiate a photo shoot! Check it out and Happy Holidays:




9 thoughts:

THE PISCEAN said...

Wassup sir. You guys always have the best parties.

Happy New Year to you man. May the New Year bring you more Joy, Peace, Love and Happiness.

Peace and Blessings

Anonymous said...

Very cool party pics... judging by your post, you had quite the eventful Christmas.

LOVED the Woody Woodpecker t-shirt!

Anonymous said...

I see everyone like hoodies...

Chet said...

It certainly appears that you had quite an eventful holiday. Everyone in the pictures seem to be having or had a good time.
That situation with your brother will someday work itself out, be patience and do be cordial when you see him.
You did get everybody a gift... good food, friendship and festive event at your house.
Have a Happy New Year!

Mr. Jones said...

Looks like fun. Dante was fucking them collards up.

WhozHe said...

Sounds like you made the best out of the Christmas holiday and everyone looks happy in the pics. Best of luck with your relationship with your brother.

Anonymous said...

I would love to be a fly on the wall at one of those parties! I don't like that you have my O Bear up there first without me next to him! O, there are some other cute guys there. You aren't giving me any play these days so I may have to move on to someone else...

One Man’s Opinion said...

I didn't get an invite....I'm devastated.

Unknown said...

Happy new year Fuzzy!
Keep passin' the open windows in '08!