"Got what I needed! Got what I needed! I went to a meet one night, got what I need now I feel alright."
I am just walking in from a revival at Hart Street Park, in Rahway, NJ. It was one of those round the way parks where there is grass and swings, but tonight the Lord was there in a mighty way.
For clarity, I was invited to a musical and walked into a revival. Let me digress just a little bit... It was revealed to me last night in an online conversation that I was messed up and I had a melting pot of ingredients (emotions, scars, circumstances, problems, disappointments, and situations) mixing with each other. It was effecting everything that I touched and held close to me. I had a moment where I broke down and showed all. I thought to myself, why me? Its the name of my blog, "I wonder", which is openly asking the question: Why me?
As I come back to my initial points, I realized when I made up my mind to serve Jesus, that's when all hell broke loose! "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation , or distress, or persecution..." When I became connected with him, those different spirits fell on me. But since I am connected with Christ, the word of the lord speaks, "greater is he that is in me, than he that is in the world" I have come to the realization that with Christ in me, I am greater than any situation that I am in or could ever be in. I smiled a smile tonight that wasn't forced but that came naturally. I have taken comfort in knowing that because God allowed me to be in these situations, it is meant for me to come out victorious.
Its funny how certain things happen and certain events come to pass that work together. Maybe not for the believers' benefit, but for the unbelievers who are looking and observing from afar that they be effected. I am encouraged because today, through all my disgust at my job, somebody came up to me and asked, "How do I deal with my work hardships in such a great way?" I told him, "I had a talk with Jesus. I told him about my troubles. I have faith in knowing that this is only a bad season and my good season is on the way!" Little did I know it but at that point was when I started feeling better from last night. I'll let you know when my good season comes around. Ty, Derron, Shawn, and Omar, will you cut a step with me when it comes? It feels right to end with a song since I started with one...
"...Just a closer walk with Thee, Precious Jesus, hear my plea, Daily walking close to Thee, Let it be, dear Lord, let it be."
I am just walking in from a revival at Hart Street Park, in Rahway, NJ. It was one of those round the way parks where there is grass and swings, but tonight the Lord was there in a mighty way.
For clarity, I was invited to a musical and walked into a revival. Let me digress just a little bit... It was revealed to me last night in an online conversation that I was messed up and I had a melting pot of ingredients (emotions, scars, circumstances, problems, disappointments, and situations) mixing with each other. It was effecting everything that I touched and held close to me. I had a moment where I broke down and showed all. I thought to myself, why me? Its the name of my blog, "I wonder", which is openly asking the question: Why me?
As I come back to my initial points, I realized when I made up my mind to serve Jesus, that's when all hell broke loose! "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation , or distress, or persecution..." When I became connected with him, those different spirits fell on me. But since I am connected with Christ, the word of the lord speaks, "greater is he that is in me, than he that is in the world" I have come to the realization that with Christ in me, I am greater than any situation that I am in or could ever be in. I smiled a smile tonight that wasn't forced but that came naturally. I have taken comfort in knowing that because God allowed me to be in these situations, it is meant for me to come out victorious.
Its funny how certain things happen and certain events come to pass that work together. Maybe not for the believers' benefit, but for the unbelievers who are looking and observing from afar that they be effected. I am encouraged because today, through all my disgust at my job, somebody came up to me and asked, "How do I deal with my work hardships in such a great way?" I told him, "I had a talk with Jesus. I told him about my troubles. I have faith in knowing that this is only a bad season and my good season is on the way!" Little did I know it but at that point was when I started feeling better from last night. I'll let you know when my good season comes around. Ty, Derron, Shawn, and Omar, will you cut a step with me when it comes? It feels right to end with a song since I started with one...
"...Just a closer walk with Thee, Precious Jesus, hear my plea, Daily walking close to Thee, Let it be, dear Lord, let it be."
8 thoughts:
I always envisioned those who have a
"positive spirit/Christ in there heart/Enlightned Soul"
kinda have this "glow" about them.
Some can see it, more can feel it.
The other day, I felt your glow, far far away
and even though, what you felt was your worst...
I felt the highest version of you.
Im not just saying this because I am your boyfriend, I am saying this to you as a being of GOD to another being of GOD.
We are connected, and when I felt this "glow"
I said to a friend of mine, "Fuzzy is one of the strongest men I know." Indeed, you deal with life is such a profound way, and sometimes you may not see, but others see, Your Mom Sees, Jesus Sees, God Sees.
It is within that "seeing" that your soul shines and asserts itself stating to the world that I AM HERE!
YOU ARE HERE! Doing GOD's work, fullfilling GOD's Legacy, set forth by countless of people in GOD's name. So profound is Jesus, that he lives through you, so that you can be like him! Even a fraction of being like Jesus would move mountains!
In a sense, on the universal level, you HAVE!
SEASON IS MERELY THAT...a time an event that comes and goes... an maybe your job isn't "bad" but here for the evolution of your soul... in a sense your job could be a blessing that leads to another blessing that leads to another blessing...
because you know what, you deserve it.
And that my Fuzzy, is why I love you!
Well that is all right!
This post had something that I'm missing from my life. I MISS THIS PART OF ME..........But I can't go back.
=Marz
Isn't it great to know that Jesus has already cut the step for us and the angels have rejoiced in our behalf. We are the ones waiting to cut the step. Fuzzy, although we can't see the breakthrough, we praise and cut the step because as belivers we know that it is already there.
Jesus, he is the "dapperest"
Fuzzy and Shawn ya'll done spoke to my heart this morning. Now I dont feel bad for missing church...lol This was my sermon :)Amen and Amen
As a believer I think that you will like my site at
http://spiritualityandpoetry.blogspot.com/
what as a poet I need is some feed back to see if I'm on the right track.
thas wassup...ain't HE good???
Amen...
Thanks for speaking to my heart today. I really needed that !
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