Mind Chain

I'm unreasonable in the idea that I shouldn't have to always clean up after a 40+ year old woman, her 17 year old daughter, the daughters 18 year old boyfriend, and whatever company they choose to have over the house. I'm unreasonable because I chose to not clean a sink that I did not leave dirty.

I'm a slob because I didn't clean an area that I didn't mess up. I'm a slob because I didn't do what was necessary to keep the place that I stay in presentable, because I felt like people should clean up behind themselves. I'm a slob because I don't think of anyone besides myself when I don't clean things because other people have to look at what I didn't clean up after someone else.

I'm a bitch because I didn't say anything about it. I'm a bitch because I say something about it. I'm a bitch when I do something about it. I'm a bitch when I don't do anything about it.

Does the same hold when I come home from work and clean up after everyone that chose to leave things everywhere? NO, it doesn't! Do I seek recognition when I go out of my way to maintain clean standards when everybody maintains a level of filth? NO, I don't! Let me decide for one moment that I'm going to let the people that mess things up clean things up and me stand aside, I'm a slob and a bitch. Guess what? I'm over it!

You wanna throw my shit out on the curb because I don't clean a sink? Cool, that saves me from moving it outside. You think we need a break cause I use logic and you are pig-headed? You always said if I don't like how things are going I could beat it right? Well my fingerprints will be on that door soon enough. I can't believe it's come to this over a sink. It's incredible! I'm tired of being shown the door. I'm tired of being offered the invitation to leave everyday when I question things about the space we live in. Trust and believe, I wont be going through it for much longer!

I think I'm just about over being your roommate. I'm leaving, I'm leaving! Don't matter if you wanna come dude be easy! I'm leaving! I don't know whether it's over but there's a cloudy sky over my relationship and I'm terrified. I don't want it to be over...

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