Been Gone 4 Too Long, Time To Bring It Back

I've been drinkin and I been free

Been enjoying my internal liberty

Feelings of freedom and accomplishment

Establishment in my own essence

Work, food, money, sex and happiness

make me feel like I should have any distress

All I know is I felt this way after a song

She made me feel a firm grip on a good door knob

She's the well know upcoming artist Nicki Minaj

Her "Moment for Life" rubbed me the right way

Made me want to seize the moment and time of day

This is my moment for life

Cause at this time I just feel so alive

Truly, this is my moment for life

At this time I just feel so alive

I love this song because it hit me in such a way it encouraged me to increase and to stay with how life is going for me right now. I am able to support myself, I'm paying on my debt, I'm thinking ahead and doing so many things to make me stand back and say that I'm doing just fine. This is my moment for life. I have a new view on what life and living mean. This moment I feel so alive. Why so alive? I have a feeling of happiness, feelings of happiness, joy, love and a plan to keep going.

I felt poetic in my late night drink. I have been wanting to write you for about 2 weeks, but things have prevented be from doing so. But I love you guys. I don't want you to think that I don't. Another song that I like is Ciara's "Gimme dat". I have been gone for too long and it's past time that I bring it back. So, here I am!

I have been cuss free for the majority of 2011. Donnie McClurkin said it best; we do fall down, but we do get up. I put it out there that I would kick the habit and I have been making sure that I stick with it.

I got a new job and been employed with Chili's for the past month. I'm a line expeditor, of QA (quality assurance) as some people call us, and a prep cook. I would like to remain as a line expeditor, we get paid more! Can't argue with more money. :-) I'm loving the fact that I have time away from Gabe, making immediate money and a wage at the same time, get to be gone from what is me and what I've been in and around, and begin to develop a social life again. I have missed my regular routine of not depending on anyone and working in my own convenience. I'm getting that back slowly.

My taxes have been collected and I can say that I was a bit taken back but that's money that is going toward a bill and I'm fine with that knowing that at least i'm being productive towards a bill. I will be caught up momentarily and I will be set. On the road to recovery and soon I'm gonna be set. Set good too!

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