I was terminated from my job on June 28th, 2010. Since then, as of Thursday August 19th, I've started 1 new job and have been hired for 2 more jobs and I'm still applying for more and lookin for a great opportunity to arise. Today was the day I got the last of the 3 mentioned jobs. I know I should be feeling great, but I'm not. I'm quite blah ish and I really cant get myself outta this funk! I know people who have been jobless for months and years and can't find work and I've been blessed with not one or two but three jobs. I just wanna slap myself into happiness.
It might be due to this issue I'm havin with Gabe. I haven't even mentioned it to him yet. It'll be mentioned soon enough, but when I've chosen my words correctly. It could be the fact that I have to move yet again to another apartment. I'm not feeling the idea of moving again so soon. I'm not ready for this move, so that's in my mind on how this is going to work. I do good at adapting to scenes, but I'm going to be starting new jobs, trying to gain reliable/new transportation, and moving at the same time. It's only so much one can do, but I'll be doing my best to handle it. I'll have help I'm sure. Gabe has always had my back when it comes to making a living. We both support each other when it comes to holding your own in the relationship.
I have Pride & Clarke mixed with some tropicana fruit punch and I'm mellow right now. I'm gonna go bust a nut and relax my nerves. I need a good rubdown and for ma baby to tell me he loves me as I drift off to sleep. I have alot on my mind, and for once, i really dont wanna mention any of it here.
Just Keep Wondering...
It might be due to this issue I'm havin with Gabe. I haven't even mentioned it to him yet. It'll be mentioned soon enough, but when I've chosen my words correctly. It could be the fact that I have to move yet again to another apartment. I'm not feeling the idea of moving again so soon. I'm not ready for this move, so that's in my mind on how this is going to work. I do good at adapting to scenes, but I'm going to be starting new jobs, trying to gain reliable/new transportation, and moving at the same time. It's only so much one can do, but I'll be doing my best to handle it. I'll have help I'm sure. Gabe has always had my back when it comes to making a living. We both support each other when it comes to holding your own in the relationship.
I have Pride & Clarke mixed with some tropicana fruit punch and I'm mellow right now. I'm gonna go bust a nut and relax my nerves. I need a good rubdown and for ma baby to tell me he loves me as I drift off to sleep. I have alot on my mind, and for once, i really dont wanna mention any of it here.
Just Keep Wondering...
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Keep up the good work, things will come together real soon. Pleased to hear that things are looking up for you.
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