I have had this blog for quite some time now and I must admit it has become a hobby for me. ShawnQt thought a good idea to bring me into the blogging community. I have grown through the comments. I have gained inspiration through what was expressed to me. I understand people better by reading what they have to say. I was exposed to a world that was all new to me! I would have to say that this was the best gift that anyone has ever given me! Thank You! I have never thanked you before, but I thank you now!
The title "I Wonder..." seems to apply to everything about me. It is a perfect fit for me! Wonder to me means to have curiosity and doubt; to be in a state of thought. It means to be uncertain and unsure and to possibly be in a state of confusion. I have often been asked many questions and have often responded with "I don't know". I wonder! Reasoning has never been an action performed on myself by myself. I never know why when it comes to things I do. I am never simple. I am never easy.
I need to sit with myself and reason with myself. I have to do this. I have to look deep within and determine what makes me do the things I do. Whether it be good or bad. Only I can do this and only I can make this change!
I will be away from blogger for awhile. I won't be posting. I am not sure if I will even be commenting! Please don't take it personal. This is done in efforts to fill in the gaps in my life and give me some answers that are desperately needed. I am being reduced to my bare minimum and maybe farther. I will rise and return a better blogger who has his head and his life in correct perspective.
The title "I Wonder..." seems to apply to everything about me. It is a perfect fit for me! Wonder to me means to have curiosity and doubt; to be in a state of thought. It means to be uncertain and unsure and to possibly be in a state of confusion. I have often been asked many questions and have often responded with "I don't know". I wonder! Reasoning has never been an action performed on myself by myself. I never know why when it comes to things I do. I am never simple. I am never easy.
I need to sit with myself and reason with myself. I have to do this. I have to look deep within and determine what makes me do the things I do. Whether it be good or bad. Only I can do this and only I can make this change!
I will be away from blogger for awhile. I won't be posting. I am not sure if I will even be commenting! Please don't take it personal. This is done in efforts to fill in the gaps in my life and give me some answers that are desperately needed. I am being reduced to my bare minimum and maybe farther. I will rise and return a better blogger who has his head and his life in correct perspective.
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Well pa, when we said "Blogger family," we meant it. Take your time and we'll be here when you return.
::imitating Bon QuiQui:: How iz u jus gon be leavin blogger after forcin me to come on here....rude...nah but on the real get urself together...I know u remember my away messages so I know how it is to need a break.
Get ur mind right and take the time cuz sometimes u gotta spend time wit urself to know urself to understand urself and check urself.
Wishing you all the best!
Aww, we'll miss you, but we definitely wish you the best!
Aww, we'll miss you, but we definitely wish you the best!
I feel this way many times. Why I do the things that I do. What makes me tick. Soemtimes you just have to ask yourself these things.
I think about myself, and my actions all them times. I constantly thinking. Sometimes this bohters me, that I over think and over analize myself, but I just chop it up to it being better, than me trying to drown out my thoughts and my feelings with drugs or being and alcoholic.
I think if you have to sit and think about yourself, and you feel it's needed, then do you Fuzz!
Just rememeber that it's okay to be a complex, intricate individual, bad that you are not simple and easy. I figure who is in the blog world. That's the way God made you.
I love the blog world now...I have learned much about myself through others as well.
Wish you the best pimpn. Now I KNOW I better see ya dusty ass outside of blogger. I will come to ya house and drag ya ass out tha door. Dont be getting all depressed on me and shit. Whatever you are going threw. X got ya back. Remember that convo WE had months ago. I stand by it.
Keep on searching.
X
sabaticals are always in order.
Peace and Blessings
You take care of yourself, baby boy. You don't have to blog nor do you have to comment. You are loved and have made your way into the hearts of many, including myself.
Just for the record. It sucks that you are leaving right after you made the cool new page. I'm just saying.
Love you,boy. Take care of yourself.
I'm going to email you. That dude has a point! You just fixed up ya blog only to leave it behind to the wayside for an undetermined amount of time? You are sooooo going to get an email from me! watch out here it comes...
I'm with Cocoa...we will definitely be here.
You seem like you are placing yourself on some kind of punishment. From reading the few postings I've read of yours, I would think you might be doing yourself a disservice by staying away. It seems like you like blogging, but its your choice.
I feel you on needing to make changes, and however you do them is on you! I'll be here and waiting for your return...
The time that you spent @ my blog and the time that i spent @ your blog was time well spent! I'll be here when you return.
take care
sexxyluv
Take ya time. As you can tell, we'll all be here waiting!
Aww. We will miss you. Pull yourself together and come back to us.
Fuzzy do what it is you need or feel you have to do, of course we will miss you, but I think Cocoa Rican said it best "we are family."
You have certainly given us inspirartion and offered us the opportunity to get to know you in such a way.
I wish you the very best life has to offer and may all your dreams become reality. Be strong and take good care of yourself.
Holla at ya later!
Fuzzy I will miss your insightful comments. I know sometimes blogging seems to take one away from oneself. Take your time. Like everyone has said we'll be here. I go in and out myself. You just gotta do it sometimes. Take care and be well.
You must go out into the world to define yourself for yourself. Wherever your journey takes you, I am wishing you all the best in your discoveries.
Take it easy Fuz. Look for your return when you are ready. Hugzs
I cant even be mad at ya. I fell in the trap lol. I missed it and im back. Im gonna set a one month limit on your hiatus lol. Starting 3 weeks ago lol
you still gone? sigh!
Just thought i would swing by and see if you are back from the break.
We'll be here!
I miss you man. Hurry up!
Hey Fuzzy,
Taking time to reflect is always in order. I think it only makes you better even though its often a painful process. I'll stay tuned for your return.
Take your time.
Take your time.
So I see you're not totally gone. Thanks for blessing my new blog with your presence...
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