August 18, 2007

Watch Me, Look At Me!

Okay, I have developed this thing of wanting to be more revealing with my body. I have absolutely no problem being nude and do not care too much about whom is looking at me either. This stems from me desiring attention. I love attention and I do believe that it comes from a vain side of me that cries out to be noticed.

Recently, Shawn and I entered a chat room and started sharing a web cam. It was innocent at first but I got horny and it was hot so one thing started to lead to another and the next thing I knew there was a porn in the back ground, my clothes were off and Shawn and I were giving each other head! ON CAM, LOL!!! No complaints, by the way :-) hehehe... Moving on, the chat room had about 60-70 people in it. And shows icons of who all is watching your cam. There was an icon next to about all who was in that room! I got hornier and I started to grind on Shawn's dick. It was feeling good and was turning me on even more knowing that someone was watching me do this! The next thing I know I am bent over and my insides are being comforted! (That was a nice way to say that huh!)I took a look at me riding that dick and twisting and turning and I had an orgasm. Yes i said orgasm, i didn't cum, but that was all I needed! After that, all I wanted was my chest to be painted white, if you catch my drift! My wish was granted ;-)

I have been getting messages and im's asking when the show will go on. While I have no problem holding an encore ceremony, I don't think that Shawn feels anywhere near as comfortable as I do. I need a mode of letting my freak out! HELP!!!!

12 thoughts:

Soldier said...

HUH ?

ok i'll come back later to comment, it's too early for this... lol

(is this fiction ?)

fuzzy said...

Rest assured, this is pure truth!

Promiscuous X said...

wow no comment. good use of dialouge though. ummm hmmmm "painted white" I got the drift lol. I say have fun with it. its nothn wrong with wanting to be watched, me being a voyeur myself. Do it wat it do Fuzz.

lj said...

well umm OK..my boyfriend actually asked me to do something like that. MAn I don't know if I could have

ponoono said...

well i want to help u with this burden of course fuzzy.. so u can do a private show for me anytime... with shawn or without ;-) pure Christian charity on my part...

Unknown said...

Wow...ummm... whatever you're comfortable with, I guess... but know that some of those cam exchanges are saved for posterity and you may find you're suddenly thrust into another career all together. Also, ask yourself if you'd ever be embarassed or uncomfortable if your family or close friends were suddenly privy to the flick if it hit Youtube type circulation. Outside of that pa...you're a grown ass man. Do you.

iii said...

OMG!! do your thing.

Anonymous said...

I can feel you on this,as my
porn addiction has lead me down
some paths...but mainman,do you
really,really want this to become
a reqular outlet....and weigh the
pro's and cons of continueing this
could it be worth it?Could maybe
some other thing replace it and
give you the same satisfaction
My lover dosent like my porn
thing and its a constant thing
in our togetherness....so think
this shit out good....peace
manchild

ponoono said...

actually.. after rereading this post.. the only part of it that seems remotely plausible is the part where you get a dick up the azz, but i dont see shawn even doin that online...!

lol

Anonymous said...

OK...I'm over here in awe at this post.

Ty said...

I have the agree with the person that said to weigh everything out and be sure to not show your face. It may come back and haunt you. Outside of that, do you. As long as you aren't hurting anyone and it is legal, enjoy!!!

WhozHe said...

So tell me, is the video available for us admirers.